Psychotic Love (Lucky x Reader)

Mistakes

Y/n POV

Y/n started to feel light headed until she woke up in a black void. She looked around but saw nothing but black. Suddenly, a spotlight turned on over a splotch of blood. She looked at the blood with a crazed and starved look and started to go towards it. As she crouched down to touch it, the spotlight turned off and another turned on. Another, much larger, blood puddle was under the next one. She ran to it hungrily until the spotlight turned off. In the distant void she could see a room. She followed the blood trails to the room. Instantly, her eyes started to well with tears. It was her old room. "Hmm.. what fun it was to have a good childhood. Maybe not for you though, mortal. Let me guess... mommy issues?" The light in Y/n's old bedroom turned on. She saw clay figures. One of an 8 year old girl, another of her bitch of a mother. Suddenly, her so called mother's voice spoke. "Honestly Y/n, why can't you be useful?! You always have to sit around while I do the work, is that right?!" The 8 year old
Y/n said nothing, only stared at her mother with dull dead eyes. "Y/n your so useless! You never do anything, then I HAVE TO COME CLEAN IT?! I WISH I HAD GIVEN YOU UP LIKE MY MOTHER TOLD ME TO! THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE TO GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU!" Both y/n s eyes started to shed tears. Her mother would always verbally abuse her and sometimes physically. Even if she would just stop to catch her breathe, her mother would yell at her, calling her useless and not her child. That's why she would always hide in her room, until she went back to her dad's house. But this day, her mother was tired of her hiding. "Your not my child, your an abomination." Y/n lunged at the clay figure of her mother and smashed their face off their clay body. Her mother's face and body began to melt before there was nothing left of her. Y/n went up to the clay figure of herself and said. "Don't listen to that bitch, you can fight, just like I did, and kill her." The room and her clay figure began to melt. The floor beneath her broke out and she fell into a pitch black hole. It was like a rabbit hole of memories, bad memories would flash in front of her face. Like the time her step father tried to kill her. Or the time she was kicked out into the streets by her mother for a night. She held her knees to her chest and balled her eyes out. She hated her childhood. She hit the black ground with a thud and heard Malak's voice again. "Persistent to move on are you? Well, mortal, you can't fix something that is broken.. let's say, a heart.." in the spot light was a stomach, still full of food. Her mouth began to water as she lunged towards it. The light and the organ disappeared before a pair of lungs spawned in the next spot light. She ran to it full speed but still couldn't have it. The last organ that appeared was a still beating heart. This time, she was able to touch the heart. Once she touched it it turned black and rotten. She threw it to the ground in disgust. "What? Not up for a meal yet, mortal?" Y/n scoffed as she looked up at the next room. She saw her apartment, the one she made her first murder. Her boyfriend was there, pointing a finger at her as she huddled in the corner. "Why do you have to make me come all the way here, huh?! Why can't you just take care of your unstable self by yourself?! Are you just that weak?!" The moment he said weak, her clay self pulled out a knife and stabbed his eye. "AGHH!! WHAT THE HELL YOU MONSTER?!" Her ex screamed as her clay self stabbed him in the gut. Finally, she cut a deep hole in his chest and took out his heart. She put it on a nearby shelf and put her ex's body in her closet, until she burned his flesh and bones the next day. She would always remember her first kill like it was yesterday. She laughed hysterically. "You think THIS is supposed to break me?! HAHAHAAA! All this does is fill my pride!" That was a complete lie... and Malak knew that. "You shouldn't be quick to judge, mortal. I'm inside your head, and I know exactly what you're REALLY thinking.." Y/n's breath hitched as she heard those words. They were all true. Inside she felt as if a new black hole sucked up her heart again. She broke down onto the floor and started to weep. She hated all the memories he brought up. " STOP PLEASE! MAKE THEM STOP! " she screamed. She was in absolute agony at the sights she saw. Suddenly, the image turned to dust and her mother and ex boyfriend surrounded her. "YOU WERE SUCH A WASTE OF SPACE!" Her mother screamed. "S-Stop it! Stop talking!" "Why did I even date a fucking whore like you?! You are a Parasite! Always leeching on other people! Sucking the joy out of their life!" "STOP IT ALL OF YOU! SHUT. THE. FUCK. UP!!!" "What's wrong, mortal? Aren't they always there with you? Better yet, why don't we get THEM involved, hmm? I'm sure they'd love to see you again.."