~\\my loud blonde//~ {a erasermic story}

chapter 8

Happy Halloween ig! I'll it's late but I'm trying! Anyways let's get into this! Tw-se!f h@rm
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Aizawas pov

Me and hizashi had been stuck in the closet for about a hour now and as minutes go by the closest seemed smaller and smaller.

I was trying not to move because 1. It hurt and 2. I don't wanna risk hurting myself.
Tw! Sh starts here

I looked next to me and saw a razor blade detached from whatever it was attached to.

I rolled up my sleeve and placed the cold blade on my skin. 1..2...3...4...5..6...7..8..9..10

Snatch! Hizashi stanched the blade out of my hand.

His made another cut. Hizashi grabbed a mini first aid kit and wrapped up the cuts. They hurt a lot..

Sh stops here!

I decided to try break the door but this only made hizashi pick me up and take me away from the door.

Ugh I just wanna get out of here I don't wanna be touched. At all.

I feel like shit.

I pushed hizashi making him drop me and tried to get away from him.

I looked back at hizashi. He looked surprised and hurt..

I didn't mean to hurt him!!!!

Why am I so fucking useless.

I crawled over to the door and banged my head on it. After 10 minutes and a very much bleeding head the door broke and I felt something in my eye but ignored it.

I looked back at hizashi who wasn't looking at me.. I fucked up.

I stood up and ran off not caring how much pain I was in.

Next thing I know it went black and I woke up in a hospital room.

I saw hizashi crying. (Also forget aizawa being color blind he can see color)

There was wrapping around my head and left eye. I felt a feeding tube in my nose. Fuck. They noticed.

Hizashi noticed me and hugged me tightly.

I tried to hug him but couldn't.. Hizashi was still crying.

'H-how... Long.. Was.. I.. Out.. For'

'A week' hizashi said while crying more.

A-a week?!

Hizashi had to leave and I was left unsupervised.

Fuck it.

I pulled out my feeding tube. I was coughing like  crazy. It hurt because it was in my stomach.

A doctor rushed in asking me why I did it.

'Fuck off' I flipped the doctor off.

The doctor left and came back with a phyciatrist.

Fucking hell.

The doctor left and the phyciatrist started.

'So serina why did you rip pit your feeding tube'

'Why should I fucking tell you I just want 'zashi'

'I'm sorry serina he can't be here'

'FOR THE LAST FUCKING TIME ITS FUCKING SHOUTA I'M NOT A GOD DAMN GIRL!' I punched the phyciatrist.

'I NEED A LITTLE HELP IN HERE'

I punched him again.

Doctors came in and cuffed me to the bed. I realized how bad I fucked up but refused to talk.

'Serina' I glared at the doctor.

'Sorry shouta- but you need to talk to us.'

'No. I just want zashi' I was holding back tears.

He doctor nodded and said something to one of the nurses.

'Shouta we are going to find hizashi and call your dad.'

I started crying. 'PLEASE DON'T CALL HIM! I'LL BE GOOD I SWEAR! p-please'

The doctor and everyone in the room looked at me.

'Why not shouta'

'To many people. Go go go go go.'

The doctor sent everyone out of the room just as hizashi arrived.

I started crying and explained the r@pe and abuse my "father and mother" put me through.

The doctor nodded and left leaving me and hizashi alone.

I sat up and looked at hizashi while crying.

Hizashi wiped my tears and comforted me.

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Sorry that it's bad I started feeling sad half way through.

I'll update tomorrow

Bye ig