Is It Real? (Jaythan/The Wanted Fanfic)

Chapter 14

Nathan's POV

Jay and Tom came out of the kitchen. They've been there in a long time. Somehow I don't feel comfortable when Jay is alone with someone else in a different room. Especially with a guy. Now that I know he's gay and in love with me, I want to be the only guy he loves. It makes me feel special...

And no, I don't have feelings for him. Not a bit. Nope. Oh, who am I kidding?

Jay is special, and I'd like to be the only one he has. But I'm so confused! Who am I? I don't feel like myself. Is Jay changing me? Is that good?

He said he don't care and won't deny it. But will I when I do love him?

Will I ever love him?

Oh Jesus Christ, what's up with me?

There was a knock on the door.

"I'll get it" I say. Everyone is being social here while I'm being so socially awkward.

I open the door and see Nareesha.

"Hey, Nathan!" she bring me in a hug. "Naree, hi" I chuckled.

She let go but still has her hands on my arms.

"Siva told me about Joey. I'm sorry" she said.

"Thanks, but um, I'm fine now"

she smiled and rubbed my arms.

"Wow, I just realized you're all grown up"

I chuckled.

"Last time you saw me was a month ago, Naree"

"I know" she giggled.

Siva came to the door.

"Nunu, come in" he said and enter her in. He gave her a kiss.

"You're here because I need you to keep Kelsey company. I think we are not doing a very good job" he whispered to her.

"Kelsey is Tom's girlfriend?" Nareesha asked. I nodded and pointed at Kelsey sitting on the couch with Tom and Jay.

Nareesha went to the living room and introduced herself to Kelsey.

She makes friends so fast. Next thing you know, they're like best friends.

"Dinner is ready" Tom shouted.

We all went to the dining room

We all take a seat. In front of us, is Tom's soup. To be honest, it looks quite good.

"This actually looks good TomTom" Max who is seating by Tom tapped his shoulder. I took a sip of his soup. "Mm, it's actually good" I say and took another sip. Everyone did also and started to agree.

A few minutes later, we all started to talk about ourselves so Kelsey can know at least a thing about Tom's friends (us, haha).

"So how long have you and Nareesha been dating, Siva?" Kelsey asked.

"5 years" He smiled at Nareesha. And they kiss. I smile to myself. Just seeing them together for a long time makes me realize there is someone out there for you. You just have to wait. I hope I find someone with a long term relationship like theirs. I kind of stopped believing in love after she broke up with me. But maybe she's not the one. There's probably someone better. I look at Jay (who's sitting across) but he's already staring at me. We looked for about 3 seconds and he looked at his soup and continued eating. I keep staring.

"So are the rest of you guys single?" Kelsey asked. I think she's talking about Max, Jay and I.

Jay looked up from his soup to me; and...I'm still staring. I turned to Kelsey.