Is It Real? (Jaythan/The Wanted Fanfic)

Chapter 1

Nathan's POV

Im miserable! My heart will never be replaced. How can those simple little words "Its over" will tear me apart into pieces. I guess that's what happens when you're really in love and it just suddenly becomes "over". It's been a week since I felt like this. I cried only once but that's it.

All day, everyday, I've been in bed. Don't feel like going out. Not since what happened a week ago. I haven't even shaved either. I probably look like a bum right now.

Knock knock.

"Whaaat?" I whined. The guys have been trying to cheer me up for days and it's been really irritating.

"Ah, come on mate!" Max entered. "Get up. It's weird not seeing you around the house."

Max sat on the bed beside me. Please don't give me a lecture or advice. Please don't! I just want to be alone....with her. Just me and her. But now I realise it would never happen and now I just got more sad.

"Want some tea?" Max asked and pulled my ear. I groaned. Lately, tea wont help at this moment. Drinking tea for a week, every 2 hours a day? Nope, just not into it now.

"Nevermind then," Max sighed. "Well go shower! We're going to McDonald's"

I put my blanket over me, hiding myself. "I don't wanna!" I whine.

"Come on! Stop being such a bum!"

I can hear Max exit my room and went downstairs. Thank God, some peace.

I then started to hear running from the stairs. I widened my eyes and hid under my covers while all the guys start to attack me. "Get up Nath!!" They all yelled.

"Never!!!" I yelled back trying to push them off my bed. They tried to pull me out of bed. Oh no, goodbye bed!

Some how the guys dragged me to it. Now we're here in the fast food restaurant eating our orders.

"Nath, stop picking up your fries and dropping them. Just eat it or I'll do!" Tom snapped at me. I shrugged and pass my Big Mac and fries to him. "Here. Im not hungry anyway." Tom happily grabbed it and stuffed his face.

Siva glared at me and put down his burger. "Nath, please stop acting like this." he said trying to be polite.

I want to ignore him. But that would mean I'm really bummed down. I am. But I dont want them to know. Even though it's obvious I am.

"Acting like what?" I played dumb.

"Like its the end of the world. She moved on. So will you."

Thats it.

"Of course she's moved on! She broke up with me!!" I yelled practically at Seev's face and everyone in the restaurant is staring.

"Sorry Seev." I mumbled and stormed off out of the restaurant leaving them speechless. I needed air. I need space. I need silence. Most of all, I need her. I can't take my mind off from it. How can I stop thinking too much? Find someone new? No. Impossible. Nothing can change my feelings for her. No one can.

"Nathan?"

"What Jay?" I can hear Jay's steps behind me and he stand beside me.

"You know what you need?"

I shook my head.

"A drink." he said.

I chuckled. Wait..did i actually just...sort of laughed? Just sort of smiled? For a week I haven't laughed or smiled. And it feels good to. It felt good. And I needed it too.

"Did you just....smiled?" Jay said teasing me. Unbelievable, Jay.

It went silent and we're just standing there in the parking lot.

"Thanks Jay, I needed it." I admitted.

Jay gave me a confused look.

"I didn't even crack a joke and I made you laughed? Max told you jokes for days and it didn't even made you crack a smile once."

I shrugged.

"You were random I guess."

Jay patted my back.

"Come on let's go home and drink; invite some ladies." Jay wiggled his eyebrows and winked.

I smiled again. Something about him just made me forget about her for once. Maybe because he's a really good friend. He's probably my 2nd best friend. And he's right. I do need a drink.