Is It Real? (Jaythan/The Wanted Fanfic)

Chapter 5

Nathans POV

"Max, shut up" I rolled my eyes. He will never stop blabbing until he knows.

"Come on mate. Does she say anything about me?"

I sighed. He's sprung headed heels for Johanna. Hell never give up. Poor mate. Joey doesnt seem to be interested in him. Max has been crushing on her for like FOREVER.

" No she dont Max." For awhile, he stayed quiet. Finally I can read my magazine. I turn to page 15 and-

"Am I not good enough for her? Am I too ugly? Whats wrong with me?!"

Ohhhh Jesus! Why me?

I put my magazine down. I'll never have time to read it. Especially since Max wont shut up.

"No, no and theres nothing wrong with you," I say.

"Youre fine. Youre....attractive" I say so he wont bug me anymore.

"Not for her!" He whined.

I growl. Tom was laughing his head off.

"Tom, tell him hes not ugly" I say.

"You're not ugly" Tom giggled.

For some reason I started laughing as well. Max grabbed two pillows from the sofa and throwed each of them at us.

"Not funny. I really like her" He said.

"Well tell her!" Tom snapped.

"I cant!" Max whined. And hid his face with a pillow. "I dont know how!"

"Nareesha can give you some advice..." I suggested.

"Or he cant just.............TELL HER!!" Tom exploded. Tom is a ladies man. He can get any girl he wanted. Max can too if he wasnt so hung up on Joey. In fact, I believe the 5 of us can get any girl. No homo.

Max sighed. He got up and headed to another room. "Forget it!" He said and throwed his arms up.

Tom looked at me and shook his head. "Hes hopeless"

I agree.

Jays POV

"So what did you and Nath did last night?" Siva asked looking in the mirror fixing his hair.

I smiled when I remembered what Nathan said. Max is not an option because hes in love with Jojo. I probably have a chance. I sighed and stared at the ceiling laying on my bed.

"You didnt answer my question" Siva turned away from the mirror.

"We just watched a movie" I replied.

"What movie?"

"A Trip to Reality" I said.

Siva walked to my bed. Looked closely at me. Observing my face.

"The one with the creepy gay scene"

I nodded. "Yea. Youve seen it?"

"I heard about it" Siva said seriously crossing his arms. Hes really creeping me out.

"Something on your mind Seev?" I asked. Siva shook his head. He closed my bedroom door. What is he doing? Siva sat on my bed. I sat up to be face to face.

"Do you...." Siva say. "Are you..?"

I sighed.

"Gay?" I blurted out.

Siva nodded. I shook my head.

"I dont know man. Maybe!?" I replied.

"What do you mean 'maybe' " Siva aired quote.

I cant tell him.

But he already knows so why not? I need someone to talk about this. And I can trust Siva.

"Okay, look." I say "Dont tell anyone about this! If you do, I'll punch that precious face of yours" I threatened him. Siva touched his face like hes scared.

"Ok" he said.

I sighed. Its time to tell him.

"Ok well. I dont know if Im gay because I like girls" I started to say. Siva nodded. "But I have massive feelings for this guy" I explained.

"Who?" he asked. Oh no. I cant tell him. He'll think Im crazy.

"You can tell me Jaybird!"

I nodded. Okay, I can tell him.

"Its Nathan" I mumbled. Siva opened his mouth in shock. "Oh. My. God"

I rolled my eyes.

"Nath? Baby Nath?!" He asked to make sure if im talking about our Nathan. I nodded. Siva gasped. Oh boy. "So thats who you were staring at the other day!" I nodded.

"Since when you like him?" He asked. I shook my head.

"I dont know for the longest!" I blurted out. "The point is, I cant fight this feeling! And I know me and Nath will never happen but the feelings wont go away!" Siva nodded. He patted my shoulder. "Dont worry mate, I'll help you win Nath." He said. "And to tell you the truth, you and Nath deserve each other"

I nodded. Siva wanting to help me?

Its not gonna be easy.