Is It Real? (Jaythan/The Wanted Fanfic)

Chapter 2

Nathans POV

Our place is packed with random people.

Jay wasnt kidding about this. In fact, when isnt he serious about parties and women? This is suppose to take my mind off of her and I think it will. Theres so many gorgeous girls here. How did the guys find them? Theyre gorgeous but sluts. Not my type. Right now I want to be with Jay. I wanna NOT think about girls for a night.

"Hey cutie. Wanna dance?" a girl with dark hair, wearing very short shorts, and TONS of makeup, asked with a cup of Vodka in her hand. She licked her lips which pretty much freaked me out. "Erm. No, Im fine" I said. I tried to walk away but she grabbed my hand and pulled me back. Im a little drunk, so I felt dizzy when she did that.

"Come on, I think youre sexy and you smell good." She looked down at my crotch and bit her lip. "Just one dance?" She looked at me. She smirked waiting for my answer.

"He doesnt wanna dance with you skank!"

a familiar voice said behind me. I looked back and see my best friend in the whole wide world! Johanna.

The "skank" gave her a dirty look. "And what are you? His bodyguard?"

Johanna chuckled and smirked. "No, but he doesnt want a girl with a caked face. Get a hint bitch." The girl rolled her eyes and left, swaying her hips walking to another guy. "Ha. Slut" Johanna mumbled. I couldnt help but hugged her tightly. She giggled and patted my back. "Youre welcome" she said. I pulled away. "Joey I missed you! I didnt know you were gonna come back tonight" I grinned. Joey (Johanna) chuckled. "Well you know, when Jay throws a party, Im there" She winked. I frowned. She came here because Jay was throwing a party at the last minute? Not because Im heart brokened or she'll try to cheer me up?

"Relax" She smiled. "This was all planned" She moved her arms showing me that she was talking about the party. "I heard that you were really heart brokened. So I came back yesterday and told the guys to throw a party, so me and you can have fun!" She jumped and did the fist pump. I laughed at her silly dancing. Max came behind her and started mocking her dance but in a funny way. I couldnt keep my laugh in and I bursted out laughing like Im way too drunk. Joey turned around confused and see Max still dancing like her. She hit him and he stopped laughing his ass off. "Not funny Max!" she yelled. I couldnt stop laughing. I want to keep laughing so I wont go back to be miserable. This is way to hilarious.

"Finally I made you laugh" he grinned.

He looked at Joey and put his arm around her. "How you doin Jojo?" he smirked. He always had a thing for Johanna but its like she never noticed. Joey moved his arms away from her. "Great. But now that you came not so much"

Max put his hand over his heart and pretended that hes hurt. "Ouch."

The two kept talking so maybe Ill just go somewhere else.

Jays POV

Dont feel like getting drunk tonight. What Jay is not drinking? Is that possible?! Yea I know, shocker. But its not good right now. This party is for Nathan to get better and forget about that slut. We all knew she was a whore, but Nathan really liked her. Or loved....and it kills me knowing he loves her. Why her?! Why not me? The thing is, I have a man crush on Nathan. A huge one. I dont even know if Im gay. I like girls too, alot. But Nathan....

Hes special. Special enough to turn me gay? Probably. People might think Im Bi, but I dont believe in that. How can you like two genders? Thats weird.

Whats even more weird is Tom dancing like hes having a seizure. Right in front of me too.

"Dude, stop. Sit down youre too drunk"

I hold Tom and sat him down on the chair. "Im not drunk!!" He tried to get away but Im stronger than his skinny ass. I pushed him down to the chair.

"Calm down!" I yelled at him.

He finally calm down and stared at me.

"Why youre sober?!"

I ignored him. Eventually, he went to sleep.

I saw something that made me smile.

Nathan drinking and talking to someone. I couldnt see the other person because alot of things are in the way. But seeing Nathan, brings a huge smile on my face. And seeing him laugh too. Me making him laugh was the best feeling ever. But now someone is making him laugh. I want to be the one able to do that.

I managed to see who hes talking to. Oh, Johanna and Max. But Nathan left them. Its my turn now.

I followed him outside and he sat on the sidewalk.

"Hey what are you doing here? Youre missing the party!" What I really want to say is 'Lets go inside and have some sexytime' Like he always say.

Yeah, I know. Dirty Jay.

Nathan looked up to see who is talking to him. "Too many sluts there and they dont compare to her"

I frown. I know I set up this party for him to forget but I know hes not into males so its not gonna happen with us. And now hes basically telling me that no one can replace her. Replace his heart.

"Joey's here. She can keep your mind off from her" I sat down next to him, and he smells really good. I just wanna hug him and smell his neck!

"She did for awhile but Max you know..."

Of course I know. He liked her for ages! Ever since we met Nath and her a few years ago. I didnt realized I like him until he finished with puberty. His deep voice? Hot.

"When will Max ever tell her?" I shook my head.

"She'll reject him. We all know that" Nathan sighed and drink some more. He then stared at me.

"Why youre not passed out yet?"

His reaction was just brilliant. I laughed. Its very rare when Im sober. I drink alot but Im not an alcoholic. I wont be, ever.

We stayed quiet. I bet hes thinking. Thinking about her. Hes drinking all the alcohol, throwing away his soul and forgetting everything thats cold.

"Drinking wont do it Nath." I blurted out.

Nathan stared dead at me.

"What? Jay telling me drinking wont do it? When youre the one that told me I need a drink"

I shook my head, not looking at Nathan but straight ahead.

"Just stop or you'll regret it"

He sighed and throw his cup across the street.

"I was finished anyway"

I stared at the stars. If there was a wishing star, Ill make wish. You probably already know what. How can I tell him? How will I explain it to him? Will I ever tell him? Psh. No. Cant risk our friendship. It quiet here (well except the party music). I look at Nathan and hes sleeping on the ground.

I regret making this party. Because then I had to help him find another girl. Or maybe he should stay single for awhile. Thats really impossible. Nathan gets all the girls. Not all but most. And guys too. So many gay guys hit on him. And the funny thing is, Nathan doesnt seem to be uncomortable by it. And I get filled with envy because I dont even have the nerve to do that. But hes my friend. I rather make it stay like that than him not talk to me because of my feelings for him.

What will I do?