A Demure and Dandy Love

28 - Airport

From the exit of the hotel to our car, it would just take us seconds to get in but because of too much people and medias, it was giving us a hard time to walk or even just move a little, few seconds became half a hour.

Inside our car, on our way to the airport, everyone inside were silent. All you can only hear were me sniffing and sobbing.

I am just really grateful that my manager treats me like his own child that he didn't left my side and protected me at all cause.

Even I am already sitting in the car, he still stayed at my side, hugging me and trying to comfort me.

"Pd-nim already sent the private plane for us, it's already waiting for us. He said it's not safe for Heaven to take the public flight" one of the staff who's with us stated as soon as we reached the airport

"Okay, thank you~" Jonhun oppa simply stated as he's still trying to calm me down

"I'm fine now oppa" I told him and was already preparing myself to go out of the car

"Are you sure? It's a private plane, it'll wait for us" he told me but I shook my head

"The sooner we get out of here, the sooner we can go back home" I persistently told him and he just nodded

He knows that he can not change my mind anymore, so he looked at the staff with us and told them to prepare themselves for another fight with the media.

Everything went fine as the Airport staff already helped us so we won't get mobbed anymore.

In the airplane, I just cried and cried again.

Is this really how my life's going to be?

Am I not worth it to be happy?

Am I cursed?

What did I do wrong to deserve these things?

I am still healing from the misunderstanding I had with my Dad when Seungmin oppa broke me.

Now, that I wanted to restart everything because of getting hurt...

I am getting hated by everyone and getting wrongly accused.

How am I going to defend myself?

Or do I even have to defend myself?

Do I have rights to defend myself?

I am slowly getting tired, now

I hate to admit it but now I realize...