21. Fog, Dog & signal?

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A beutiful scar, you are! Which adores me the most and will till I step to the other side fusing with you!!!

WE LOVE YOU SIDHARTH.
SIDNAAZ FOREVER AND BEYOND

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mai aap se kuch bolu??" She asked, like a kid , innocent filled eyes as if wanting her to have mercy on her and let ger leave everything and walk off, straightening herself she looked at her again,

" ha.. ha.. kaho..!!"

" mujhe ye shaadi......

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" mujhe nahi lagta ki yeh sahi hoga." She started,

" daddu, daadi, papaji, amma, aur sabse pehle aap, aap sab kabhi mere liye galat nahi ho sakte, aur aap sab ki yeh decision ko respect bhi karti hu, ki yeh aapne socha... dosti ko rishtedaari mei badalna.. par maan nahi sakti... aap ke kehne se shayad sidharth... sidharth ye shaadi kar lega.. daddu, daadi inke chahte huye mai bhi karlu, par uske baad? Uske baad kya hum khush reh payenge?

Mumma hamesha bolti hai ki... shaadi tab hi karni chahiye jab do log apas mei pyar mei ho.. aur sab kuch sochne ke baad bhi ek point to kabhi match nahi ho sakti na.. ki hum ek dusre se bohot alag hai.. humari nature, humare habits, living space, sab kuch. Kya hum adjust kar payenge ek dusre ke surroundings mei? Ajj dosti hai.. din mei kabhi kabhi mil lete hai.. baatein hoti hai.. shaadi ke baad puri zindagi ke sawal leke baith jana... kya yeh sahi hai? Humari abb ki rishtey se shayad shaadi ho jaye par kya ghar basa payenge? ..hume kisi ko kuch bhi pata nahi hai... confusion me to ek shaadi nahi reh sakti na...in sab se agar baad mei daraar paida ho... na hum khush rahenge.. aur na hume dekhke aap... aur mai aap ko aise situation me nahi dekhna chahti

Yeh sirf mera akela ya sirf sidharth ka nahi... hum dono ka.. mutual decision hai..jo hai usse wahi rehne dena ka faisla... is rishtey ko kuch mantra aur vachan ke wazan se na bandhne ka faisle...aur alag se isse koi naam na dene ka faisle.. ye hume lagta hai..fir bhi aap sab baade hai... agar aap ko lagta hai ki yehi sahi rehega humare liye... to aap sab apni sehmet se aage badh sakte hai...!"

Shehnaaz finished. For not at once she left Ritaji's hand and for not at once she lifted her eyes up to face her. Maybe she knew that her one look would break her into million pieces and the breaking she was controlling all this while would happen. Maybe its been a few days but she connected with Ritaji so well, which didn't let her to lift her eyes, in a fear if, she reads her mind?

The least that shehnaaz wanted was to lie. To lie to her family and to this beautiful person, who became another motherly figure to her after her own mother and maasi,

All of her family members looked stunned, the least they expected was, maybe sidharth and shehnaaz would ask for sometime to think or to work on, and then decide. But shehnaaz's coming down alone, and then informing them finally that both are against this, came as a literal shock. Mostly to her mother and maasi apart from Ritaji, as they got a good sneak peak from pree about their relationship, moreover maasi being confirmed that shehnaaz loved him. Then why?

"Bachaa.... tum sure ho? Ya sidharth ne kuch kaha uss wajah se... agar yeh hai.. to nahi...aap ki decision kya hai wo batao!" Riyaji asked her softly,

Sucking a deep breath in shehnaaz nodded her head in no,

" hume yeh nahi karni.. sidharth akela nahi hai...!!" She assured them,

" par... sanu!" This time maasi interrupted,

" pata hai maasi aap log kya soch rahe ho..ek dusre me mel hi na ho.. to kaisi shaadi!" She spoke,

" sidharth? Wo kaha hai?" Ritaji asked,

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