♡Love Shines♡

43. Anger, Guilt & Love?

The Blood isn't thicker

When its actually the Heart

WE LOVE YOU SIDHARTH ❤♾

SIDNAAZ FOREVER AND BEYOND ❤♾

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"Sir.. I got this..maybe for the record. Or so" camella broke his trance,

"Ya, keep it." He said, " I'll have a check"

"Resignation,

Shehnaaz kaur Gill, Team lead"

The first two lines read. Sidharth folded the paper exhaling hard, soon. Not to proceed any further with his already fucked up mind.

"Why the damn tho" He cursed.

He remembers crystal clear the list of consecutive events took place the other day and not certainly finding any clue. Its been almost 2 weeks.

And minutes later, he heard the trolley roll out.

A lone tear escaped his eyes erasing from his bridge of nose and then the stubble moustache and mixing between his lips. He did it.

Sidharth was clueless. Definitely one. He didn't knew why, he didn't knew how. But all that was in his mind was she left.

He could already hear the rush of steps and howls upsta. Probably because of not finding him. But what should he actually do now? She left.

He banged the glass hard causing it to creek much of cause and his sleeves soak blood. His nose flared like fire balls. His eyes were red like never before and all tbat man wanted was to scream and shout and announce his love of life, the same love of life who fell in love before him, but now when he was in love. She was being all unlovable. 

"Shehn...aaz" he murmured between his lips tight. He never ever believed shehnaaz to react the way she did, after all that he shared and confessed.

"Hello..yep..cancel the booking..thank you" he made the call.

2 days prior, Sidharth made himself arranged. He planned to take her out on the boat ride in River Thames, she bad been gawking since her arrival. He knew her excitement to have that boat ride along. He decided to make this achievement their first milestone and work ahead to reach the top, together.  To celebrate life.

He utmost planned a convincing speech to make her stay in London forever and let her transfer from stevens to RS . Life would have been so great. Maybe after a few she could live with him and Rita maa..the perfect family he dreamt.

wiping up his tear stricken face Sidharth made his way to the auditorium, to make everyone present hiss and gasp at his partial left sleeve, now red. Soaked in blood.
He looked drainned and exhausted. Mentally.

"Sorry ladies and gentlemen...a quite emergency...hope you all enjoying the party" he muttered in his business voice and exited the podium like the air.

He need to sort things out. Definitely something was wrong. Definitely wrong. The way shehnaaz was.. the way he knew shehnaaz, she still loved him. She did.

Though not her voice but her actions her eyes her vulnerability infront him spoke a lot. He needs to fix all. He tried to remember the series of events before. And when his mind struck to something. He told cassie about him falling for shehnaaz,  and also that to be the reason for them separating.

It could be cassie anyway.

Sidharth drove down to cassie on the same night to get hold of her, why she did it to him. Did he deserve this after all that happened?