I'm sorry what

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"But you don't get it Scott! You don't get how I feel!"

"Well I can't if you don't fucking tell me things!"

"I think it's pretty reasonable that I don't wanna explain how my father abused me!"

"I could say the same thing!"

Liam gasped.

"I'm sorry what!" He whisper shouted so the couple arguing in the next room wouldn't hear us.

"Shh!" I said continuing to listen.

"What?"

"You're not the only one in this house with a shitty father."

I heard a door slam and assumed it was Isaac's and I looked at Liam. I then heard the creek of the floorboards as someone walked downstairs and poked my head out the door.

"Scott?" Me and Liam looked down the stairs and saw Scott crouched at the bottom his hand tracing over something on the floor. We walked down slowly and stood next to him.

"The day this happened was... was the day Mom finally figured it out." He said his voice quivering.

"Figured out what Scott?" Liam asked crouching down next to his alpha.

"That he hurt me..." He said in a whisper. The door opened quickly.

"I'm h- oh. What are you guys doing?" We parted and Melissa saw Scott on the floor crouched. She paled.

"Scott... honey?" Scott broke down finally. Melissa rushing to his side to console him. His body shook and I could feel the sadness and anger radiating off his body and apparently so could Liam. Melissa looked up at us as she held her son tight. I heard the creek of the floorboards again and we all looked up.

Isaac stood at the top of the stairs obviously after hearing Scott's cries. He walked down the stairs slowly crouching down next to Scott.

"Scott..." he whispered touching his shoulder. Melissa released her grip on him a little reading the situation well. Scott turned around and buried his head in Isaac's shoulder the tears still falling from his eyes.

"I'm so sorry." He whispered holding Scott close in his arms.

"I'm sorry too..." Scott murmured into his shoulder.

"I love you too Scott Mcall. Don't you ever forget."

"I love you too."

I don't know what happened after that. I'm assuming they worked things out because they were having sex that night. Melissa had gone out somewhere anyway so it was just me and Liam stuck with them.

"Do they ever let up?" He asked covering his ears.

"They were literally not speaking this morning!"

"Can't they do it when we're not here?" Liam groaned.

"Let's give them a taste of their own medicine." I said winking.

"I like the sound of that."

* * * *

"IM BORED!" Stiles threw himself over Derek's lap groaning.

"Stiles please shut up." I growled. I wasn't in a good mood, I was woken up at the ass crack of dawn for no reason and was not happy about it.

"What's got your fur in a knot." Isaac said smirking.

"Very funny flea bag." Isaac scowled and Scott giggled.

"Woah! Woah shots fired guys." Jackson said trying to be funny.

"Shut up lizard. Got that tail under control yet or is it
still fingering Ethan open because you can't?" Jackson's mouth fell open. Ethan choked on his water and ended up having a coughing fit while everyone else roared with laughter.

"Raeken I swear to god."

"I'm an atheist." I winked at Jackson who crossed his arms turning away from me.

"You're an idiot that's what." Liam said and I turned to him.

"Hey!" I was offended.

"Just stating the obvious."

"What's with you?" I said.

"I just don't like dating hypocrite." I stared at Liam hurt flashing through my eyes.

"Well go date someone else then." I wasn't in the mood for Liam's bullshit and got up walking upstairs. I hated when Liam did that. Try and be funny when it wasn't actually funny.

"Stupid werewolf." I sighed sitting down on my bed pulling out the little book from my chest of drawers. I always liked poetry, used to write it when I was alone. Hadn't done it in years though.

Eyes squeezed shut, breath held in suspense,
The boy couldn't breathe, the air was too dense.

It was too familiar, like a really bad dream,
he opened his lungs trying to let out a scream.

Nothing came out as he struggled to work his throat,
his hand grasped out knocking over his coat.

He looked out the window and met certain doom,
as his face was highlighted by the glare of the moon.

Teeth grew larger, hair getting thicker
Nails grew twice their size, he'd never seen anything quicker.

His eyes snapped open now a bright yellow,
the boy opened his mouth and let out a bellow.

Mind set on one small thing,
What was in the park below playing on the little swing.

My first kill as a Chimera. I'll always remember it, the doctors had just done the surgery to give me Tara's heart. I'd changed quickly. They'd chained me too some pipes that didn't last long, we'd lived in a set of abandoned apartments back then. I'd broke loose running out of the building and attacking a little girl who was playing in a park across from the apartments.

My mind went back to her a lot nowadays. Now I'd started to feel guilty about killing people, from what I'd heard she was only 4. Of course it was listed as animal attack, her poor parents had never known what actually happened to her.

Sometimes I'd try and remind myself that maybe her parents were like mine, didn't give a shit and hurt her. But then I think about how long she had left to live and that little bit of hope dies. Her name was Caitlyn.

"Theo?" My thoughts were interrupted by Liam knocking on my door. I wasn't in the mood to talk to him right now so I ignored him.

"Theo I'm sorry. Please, let me in."

"Liam I wanna be alone."

"But-"

"Please. If you're really sorry you'll go." I heard him sigh.

"I love you okay." He said and I couldn't help myself.

"I love you too Li." He left after that and I lay down staring up at the ceiling. I tried to wind down hoping to get to sleep but my thoughts were too restless.

I needed to go for a walk.


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