Sunset Lovers

24. Ready or Not

Zoey pov*
I keep riding the horse faster while thinking about Mylo, i'm to egois with my son *sigh* Sorry baby.... tears flow.
Am i not ready yet to love someone?
I keep thinking on my mind until someone call my name. It's Jenifer and Jane...

Jane: Sist...are you okay ???

I'm good...sorry i just need to calm down my self.

Jane:Hmm... it's okay. I know place with very nice view, want to go there???

Okay..let's go..... *Me and Jenifer follow*

We riding horse bit far and arrived the place and it's so beautiful, we enjoy the view, talking and taking some picture.
Thanks for Jane because she distract me with this * smile*
Lunch time we go back home, i said sorry to Julia about this morning and meet my son.

He sit down in the terrace infront our room, Julia said he want to be alone and waiting for me. Look at him with teary eyes... I approach him. Hey boy...

Mooommm.... i miss you... *hug thigh*
I'm sorry to act like this morning... i know you mad with me... *cry*

I hug him back.. Mom also sorry... Mom to egois ad don't understand you.

Let's go from here.. I don't want someone else except you Mom. Just you and me... don't leave me again with mad *hug more thigh and keep crying*

Ohhh baby.... please stop crying. Don't think like that. I kiss him and wipe his tears. So are we good now...???

Nod... I love you Mom ...

I Love You more son...* kiss and hug*
Tomorrow we will leave from here.

Have you eat your lunch??

No...i don't have appetite 🥺

Oww...my boy... let's go for lunch. I'll feed you...

I'm a big boy... i can eat my self 😁

Okay....My big boy..... hold his hand and go to dining area.

Everybody now is waiting in dining area and emjoy the lunch. But i didn't see Jeff... *ahhh...i don't care*

Jeff: After this morning accident i go somewhere alone to think. Did i really love her... i feel so sad and feel bad for her and her son. *sigh*
I comeback after lunch and everybody still gather in dining area and join them. I said hello to Mylo but i feel he avoiding me, different with before he so clingy with me * hold my smile*
Suddently Zoey talk and everybody pay attention to her.

Thank you to Mrs.Julia for inviting us here, we are really happy while here. And i'm sorry if we do something bad.
We will leave tomorrow morning...

Julia: We also happy... next time please visit here again, just feel like home.
Where is your next destination?

Thank you.....we will go to Switzerland.

Julia: Oww...that nice place. Enjoy your holiday dear... and don't forger to be happy always.

I just nod and smile to her.

Skip at Night after dinner.

We chit chat in the dining room, talk about random story.
Jack: I want to visit Indonesia next time, can you suggest which place famous ?

Sure... Maybe you can go to Bali first, Java, Sumatera...more than 1000 island there so...how long your plan to visit?

Jane: Yahh i want too....*pout*

*we keep talking and laughing together until Mylo sleep and Jenifer help to bring him to my room and we continue drink some wine while talking but i glance to him just silent and sometimes staring on me*

Jeff pov *
I just listening when everybody talking and keep looking to her...she is the one and only my attension now.
Maybe i'm crazy for her *sigh*

Zoey: Ohh...it's already 11.30 pm we need to rest because tomorrow our fligh will be 11.30 am. And need to go from here at least 3 hours before so maybe around 8.30 am.

Julia: Okay everybody take a rest now..
I'll prepare car and driver tomorrow morning. So we must breakfast early around 7.30 am.

Zoey: Thank you so much....

Jane: Tomorrow i also need to go back to Paris, i bring my own car you can join me sist, i'll drop you to Airport.

Julia: Your car to small Jane.. they have big luggage and need to put baby seat.

Jane: Hmmm... Okay.... *pout*

Okay i'll go back to my room now.
Good night eveyone!
*leave and walk to my room*

I approach her when she walk to her room. Hi..can we talk a moment?

Sorry i still need to pack some stuff and it's almost midnight.
*i just talk shortly, i dont want to give hope to someone when i'm not ready to love someone else after Daniel*

Just 5 minutes...Pleasee......

You've been silent during dinner and now want to talk?! Now talk...

I'm really sorry about this morning.
I didn't mean it to break your rules for Mylo and i love him sincerely and i... i like you from the first.... *stuttering*

I'll just to the point.. I love you Zoey...
" Can i court you??? I want to know more about you, i'll try my best to understand you and i'll take care of you and Mylo. I'm serious..and thinking about my future with you.

*I stop walking*
Sorry Jeff..
I cannot... i'm not ready for this. And about the kiss that just....nothing...
So i'm sorry.....i really sorry...
I don't want to give you hope when i still cannot move on from my past.

*I'm hurt when she said our kiss is nothing for her, but i don't care, I mean it and i love it *

It's okay i can wait...until you ready.
Just let me court you...give me 100 days i'll do my best to be your suitor. But if until that day you still cannot love me, i'll stop, i'll let you go and never disturb you again.
Please give a chance to prove my love for you and also to Mylo.
Please........

To be Continue...........

* Will Zoey give chance to Jeff?