Sunset Lovers

26. Ready to Love

I have some problem with bank account at Swiss i need to go there as soon as possible, maybe just less then a week so i will leave Mylo at home because i don't want he is to tired with long flight.

Few days ago i had lunch with Jeff since he also comeback from Bangkok, actually he always here on weekend but  i'm too busy and we rarely meet or spend time together, i even didn't remember when is the 100 days. I like his accompanied, maybe i'll just settle with him when i comeback from Swiss.

I met her few days ago and we lunch together, she said need go to Swiss for something urgent. We just talk as usual and i don't want to force her about my 100 days courting her will end soon.
As long as she allowed me i can court her even 1000 days. *sigh*

Sunday night is her flight go to Swiss. Actually my flight  to Bangkok is this afternoon but i canceled and change to tomorrow morning so i can send her to airport.

I come to her condomonium few hours before, i miss her... i want to spend more time with her. This is became my weekly routine even she busy sometimes i just play with Mylo.

Hi.. can i come in?

Sure.... but Mylo already sleep,maybe he is tired because we swimming this afternoon.

Ohh... Here i bring some your favorite snack so you can eat on the air plane.

Hmm....thank you... *smile to him*
I still pack some little things.. you wanna come...??

*Nod...* and i follow go to her room, this is my first time, i saw big picture..family picture.
*Mind* So her husband is Mr.Daniel Johnson CEO of DLJ corp. 1 of rich guy in this country, thats why she is so busy when his husband pass away, she must busy handle everything. I'm so stupid.. just know this after i know her for almost 8 months *smile sadly*

Hey... you wanna drink someting?
My flight is 10.30 pm, now still 7.00 pm.
Had you dinner???

Ahh..Coffee will be okay. I had my dinner before come here.

We can go 9.30 pm is fine... Jenifer waiting there and settle everything.
Wait here.. i'll make a coffee for you.

Hmm....okay.... I look outside... this room has best city view.... *He must love her so much and treat like a queen, can i give more happiness for her?*

Hi Mister....are you thinking about something? You even didn't recognize me come. Here your coffee..

Thank you....*smile*
Hmmm....this is the best coffee ever...
I enjoy the coffee while looking to her who busy prepare her stuff.

How long you'll be there?

Maybe 5 days or more, hopefully everything going well so i can comrback soon. I don't want to leave Mylo too long.

Hmmm.... take care while there.
Suddently she look at me...

Why?? Are you worried someone else be my suitor? I have many fans there... *try to tease him but he just silent*

9.30 pm we arrived to Airport, before i go inside he hold my hand and kiss my forehead. I'll go now... byee....

Save flight...and see you again soon...

I go home with heavy heart.. why suddently i feel nothing and not good enough for her after i know her past.

It's been 7 days i'm still here in Swiss, maybe tomorrow or next day everything done so i can comeback.
I miss my son...and... Jeff rarely text me, maybe he busy...or...something happen..
I check my Calender.. oh shit... his 100 days couring me is 3 days ago and he even didn't call or text me, did he give up already?! *sigh*
It's my fault... i give him chance but..
i never show him my feeling. I think i starting like him...maybe love him... he make me want to try to love someone again... *should i text him first?!*