The sense of urgency stemming from my bladder wakes me. Though it's still dark when I open my eyes, I can hear the crickets outside and feel the cool wind blowing in through the front door. I feel a weight on my stomach, so I look down and see Harry's arm draped around me. I turn my head to look at him. He's laying on his side in a fetal-like position with his head on the floor instead of on the jacket-pillow he made for himself. His nose is almost touching my shoulder.
Even though I really have to pee, I take a moment to admire every feature on his sweet, relaxed face. He's breathing softly through his parted lips. He looks so young like this; so innocent. Thinking about how his hair felt in my hands as we kissed, I'm tempted to run my fingers through it again... It's so soft. I resist, though, and delicately move his arm off of me by his wrist. He doesn't move, except for a slight twitch in his eyebrows.
I go to stand up and realize I'm still pretty drunk, but not as much as I was before I fell asleep.
What time is it?
I see Harry's phone sitting next to him, so I pick it up and check the time. 4:33am.
Ugh. Too early.
I tiptoe my way to the bathroom, but silently curse when I see that there isn't any toilet paper in there yet. Trying my best to avoid any squeaky floorboards, I head towards the kitchen in hopes of finding any kind of napkin. No luck.
Maybe he has some in his car...
I tiptoe back over to Harry and crouch down beside him. As carefully as I can so that I don't wake him up, I move his jacket around until I find the pocket that his car keys are in. I grab them and head outside. Peeking in the center console, I find a small packet of tissues.
This'll work.
I lock the car from the inside so that the horn doesn't go off from locking it remotely, and make my way inside, closing the front door behind me.
After I use the restroom, I quietly go back to Harry and lay down next to him again. On my side facing him, I watch him until I feel my eyes become heavy. Unable to control myself, I tenderly lay my hand in the open palm of his in between us and go back to sleep.
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I slowly wake up from the sun shining through the windows, and the first thing I notice is that Harry isn't next to me anymore. The second thing I notice is the murderous headache I have from drinking so much last night.
Fuck.
I sit up while squinting my eyes, and look around the room until I spot Harry on a step ladder against the living room wall with wireless earbuds in his ears. He's not in his clothes from yesterday - he's wearing a black Rolling Stones t-shirt and a pair of jeans with his white sneakers. The casual look catches me off guard. I'm intrigued by his tattoos again because of the t-shirt, I'll have to remember to ask him about them and get a better look.
He's screwing in curtain rods above the windows, concentrating hard, so I don't think he realizes I'm awake. I stretch and smell something savory coming from the kitchen.
He got food?
I stand up, walk to the kitchen, and see a white plastic bag sitting on top of the counter with breakfast tacos and individual packets of hot sauce inside. I grab a sauce packet and one of the tacos that's labeled with potatoes, eggs, cheese and bacon. Unwrapping the foil, I walk towards Harry and look up at him on the ladder.
"Whatcha doin'?" I take a bite from the taco.
He gasps and mutters, "Mother of -". He teeters on the ladder, but quickly recovers his balance and takes out his earbuds. I smile.
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Golden || H.S. ||
FanfictionLauren's spent her entire adolescent life in the dark, yearning for a way out. She's managed to escape her demons and find solace in an unexpected, very charming, and very handsome man. Harry Styles. Can she find the freedom she seeks? Or will she a...