𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝕱𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖙 𝕸𝖆𝖓'𝖘 𝐖𝐢𝐟𝐞

011 Old Friend

A/N I don't know how many more chapters this will have lmao I'll try to keep it at 20, but we'll see ig.

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It's been a month sence I've seen anyone other than Hyun. I haven't been out of the dorm sence I've been back. I've just done this school online. I don't think I could bare to see another life again. Hyun has been pestering me about my whereabouts for the last five days. I don't want to answer him. It will just make me breakdown all over again.

Hyun is a good person, he's taken care of me because of my state, I haven't eaten anything. No matter how hard he tries, I just won't eat. I was doing school at my desk one day, when my head went limp, and I passed out. It had to of been because I won't eat.

Hyun came back to the dorm a day later, he was out on a personal break, and saw me there. I can't imagine how he must of felt. He kept yelling at me to eat, and gave me a lecture. I didn't listen to a single word he was saying.

My ears popped open when he said,

"Ollie-how do you think your parents must feel right now? They're watching you go through all this! And what for? What caused this!? Please just tell me..." He almost whispered the last part.

I felt my eyes grow heavy, and damp. My mind became even more flooded with them than ever. My body was on fire, and my head felt like it was spinning. I threw my hands to my head, and held it in between my knees. I started hyperventilating, was I having a panic attack?

In the midst of all this, I felt a gentle hand graze my shoulder. I looked up and it was Hyun. He looked so stressed. I looked away again and he handed me a tissue.

"Hyun, I'm sorry..." I finally spoke.

My voice felt like sand paper. I looked over to him and he had the tiniest smile on.

"Ollie, it's ok. I'm just worried about you-we all are..." He let his arm fall across my shoulders.

"We?" I asked after throwing away the used tissue. He nodded.

"We as in; me, Mayun, and your other friend. She's very worried about you O, you haven't talked to her at all." I looked away to stare at a wall.

He was right, they're all worried about me. But I still can't tell them, or can I? Will they even believe me? I kept staring at the wall as my rough voice spoke,

"Hyun, can you call them? I want you all here so I can explain."

I heard him sigh, and he stood up. I looked over to him as he pulled out his phone.

"Hey, Ollie's ready to talk."

I looked back down. Were his words the full truth?

He called my other friend, I assumed he got her number from my phone. It didn't take them long to get here. Mayun got here in ten minutes, while bear got here in fifteen.

We were all sitting in awkward silence, I had my hands on my knees as I tried to keep myself from having another panic attack. Hyun came over to me, he sat down and put a tray of water out for us all. I didn't dare look up when Mayun started speaking,

"Ollie, what the fuck happened to you?! Even before you looked bad, but now you just look beat the hell up!"

I flinched at her words. I saw her look at Hyun, "Did you do this?!" She yelled. Hyun started stuttering on his words. I looked up finally, and put my hand on his thigh. I had to say it before they make any more wrong accusations.

"Hyun didn't do anything to me. If you payed attention to what he was texting you, you would know he's the one who has been taking care of me."