'what are your greatest fears right now'
my greatest fears....
hahahahahahhahaaha
i'm a bit terrified that i'm going to hell
who are we kidding i'm def going
jk unless🤭🤭
no i'm really scared of getting into a relationship...absolutely scared shitless
like that shit is scaryyyy
i'm just TERRIFIED
that's probably my biggest fear
which leads into my actual biggest fear
which is dying alone
like never getting married, not having kids, just being completely alone and never experiencing those things
losing the ones i love the most
not finding my soulmate
the anxiety of it not happening is just crippling
what's even worse is trying to wrap my head around the fact that all of the things i want to happen could happen to me; but me being the shitty person i am doesn't think so
but yes losing those that i love especially my s/o is terrifying to me, like my person isn't there anymore to help me through life and pain and endure with me
this happened to someone i am pretty close with just recently and my heart was broken more for her than for his passing
i was so scared of what would happen in her life without him bc i know that i wouldn't want to live without my person
also being trapped (see yesterday's post for that)
just being completely and utterly ALONE
OH AND GOING TO AP STAT IN ABOUT 5 MINS
like my teacher is gonna kill meeeeeee
i fucking hate it here 😃
update: i survived ap stat and psych and i've got a study plan now 😙
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~writing prompts~
Acakohayo loves don't mind me just rebuilding my writing skillz😌 just a bunch of writing prompts like don't even take this seriously hahaha BUT if anyone has any suggestions for prompts don't be shy to drop a comment or pm me!! anyways loves enjoy ᕕ(...
