Got somebody to love...

Chapter 1

Authors pov

The pandya's looked at shiva who has suddenly transformed into someone they had never seen..
His dress was changed , his looks was changed..
He was not wearing his usual clothes and neither was his hair on his head rather he was dressed in a 3 piece suit while.his hair was set back neatly..

Shiva roamed his gaze on everyone , for the first time he was being a centre of attraction , everyone was looking at him , some with adoration , some with shock , but shiva wanted to see the reaction of that one person for whom he has changed himself today ,and when he found that one pair of eyes he was so excited to look at he frowned...
Because unlike other there wasn't shock or adoration there was confusion which soon turned into HURT..

Shiva mentally questioned himself as to what wrong he has done now..
But when he saw disha coming near him  he face pale himself..

He continued to look at raavi who diverted her gaze when she saw disha approaching shiva..

Few minutes back when she saw Shiva's new avtar she was happy ,shocked , and confused but when she heard disha speaking that she wishes that she could just immediately get married to him raavi felt hurt and suddenly she realised that shiva has never changed himself for anyone , not even when she told him how rishita's words have about him hurted her but here he has changed himself for DISHA ..

And now when she saw disha approach him before anyone else , before her , raavi felt the same hurt and brokenness which she has felt during their fight in the temple..

Not wanting to witness something More  heartbreaking she left from there which no one saw except Shiva..

Shiva's pov

I looked at the retiring figure if raavi , who left from the event with the same hurt and broken emotion which I have seen in her that day at the temple after our fight..

She is hurt , she is broken and yet again I am the reason for it , why ? Why everytime I wish to do something good and genuin for her I end up hurting her..

But why is she feeling hurt it was for her that I have changed myself..
Then why?
Isn't it what she wanted ? Isn't it what everyone wanted ?

I came out of my thoughts when I felt a hand on my shoulder..

I looked at disha who was placed her hand on my shoulder and was giving me a smile which just made me want to puke  somewhere..

Disha - haaye shiva kitna handsome lg rhe ho tum..
Dekh lena Aaj ka ye perfect couple competation hum hi jeetenge..

Even before I could say anything ,I heard maa speaking

Suman -yee bilkul sahi khe rhi ha dishu , ye competation tum hi jeetoge somnath ke sabse khoobsurat jode jo lg rhe ho.. Aur dekho toh mera beta kaisa hero ban ke aaya ha tere liye..

As soon as I heard maa I felt as if someone has thrown a cold water on me..

Did they all thought that I have dressed myself for disha?
Did they thought I have changed myself for her ?

Is this what all these people here thinks? Is that what ra..raav.....raavi thought ? Is this why she left from here feeling hurt ?
I looked at gaumbi , dhara bhabhi , dev krish , rishita bhabhi and their expression told me what they think about this?

They really think I will change myself for disha ?

I was still in my own thought  when I felt disha dragging me with her towards the stage and speaking