Got somebody to love...

Chapter 5

Author's pov

Shiva looked at suman with complete anger..

He didn't know why was it so difficult for his mother to understand that he dosen't want to be bounded to anyone other than raavi..
It was just raavi in his heart and no one ,no one can take her place..

He turned to look at disha who kept looking at him as if he was the only one for her..
He didn't know why but disha always made his feel like vomiting from her looks..

He signed a frustrated breath..
He just wanted to be left alone with raavi so that he can clear all the misunderstanding..

Its been 3 days since Anita and him had a talk.
And after that when he analysed everything Anita told him he realised what Exactly he had to do..
He always knew he was wrong and now it high time he apologise for what he did and rectify it..

Raavi was back to pandya house.. She came back the next day itself and much to Shiva's irrigation she was talking to everyone except him..
She avoided him a lot and when I say a lot means a lot..

But shiva knew that when ever disha use to be near him she felt effected , she felt hurt and he didn't wanted to hurt her now by any way..
He along with his family were responsible enough for her pain and broke form and now shiva just wanted to love her like she deserved..

But his mother along with her lovable  dishuuuuu (note the sarcasm) was hell Bend on running his plans..

Few minutes before

They all were planning for karvachauth
When shiva came from the store..
He was supper hungry and just wanted to eat the delicious food made by his wife...
So when he shouted for the food , loud enough for raavi to hear it he thought she would bring his food but to his utter disbelief it was disha who walked out from the kitchen with a plate full of food..

Shiva looked dejected , he wanted Raavi to bring him food , it was only at these time when she would look at him.

All these 3 days she would just give him food , look at him once if he would need anything and then go away not at all talking to him the rest day..
Though shiva would feel hurt but he was glad that atleast there was one time when she would acknowledge his presence..

But today even that didn't happened..
He looked at the food infront of him And then looked towards the kitchen , wishing for raavi to walk out and look at him atleast once..
But when that didn't happened , he felt dejected..
He knew everyone was looking at him but right now he didn't cared for anyone other than his love..

He was about to get up when disha said

Disha - shiva kaha jaa rhe ho, main tumhara hi intezar kar rhi thi hamari sagai ke baare main bat krne ke liye..
Jaise hi divorce ke processing khatam ho jaiyegu kaki khe rhi thi ki hum koi aacha sa muhurat dekh ke sagai ki date rakh denge..

She said and held Shiva's hand in her..
Shiva felt a disgust feeling pass thorough him when she held his hand..
He looked at her irritated..He would have replied to her but right now he just wanted to see his wife..

So he calmly pushed the plate and got up ,making disha's hold on his hand loose, he gave her a last pointed look and walked towards the kitchen...
He did hear suman calling out for him but he cared the least right now..

As he stood at the door of kitchen he saw her back towards him while she held the slab , he did hear a sniff voice and.that told him she was crying..
The mare thought that again she was crying and somewhere he was the reason for it made his heart crawl..