Falling In Love With Her

Chapter Fourteen

*Lana's POV**Time Lapse*
It's been a week. A whole week. Jen isn't answering her phone, texts, tweets, Facebook messages, nothing. Everyone's worried. Me especially. I know, I broke up with her, but I still love her and care about her. I got on Twitter and saw all the posts about Jen and I breaking up, about Jen being MIA, etc. "Evil Ducklings miss you Jen and Lana." "But... Morrilla is endgame. It's okay guys." I sighed. It's 10:45 at night. I decided that I would find Jen. I got out of bed and walked downstairs. I walked to the car and got in. I backed out, then tried calling Jen 3 more times. Straight to voicemail. I sighed and set my phone in the cup holder. I drove towards Jen's house and I arrived at 11:30. No car in the driveway. I sighed. Where else could she have gone? I backed out as my tears started flowing extremely heavily.
*Jen's POV*
It's been a week. I haven't left my house. I moved my car into my garage though. Lana is the only thing I've thought about. My phone is off and in my car, because quite honestly? I would not be able to leave her alone. I love her so much. But, I fucked up. All I've done is cried. I'm wearing the same pajamas that I was the night we broke up. I haven't left my bed. I haven't eaten. I don't want to do anything. Without Lana? My life is not worth living. And Nina. My Nina. She probably hates me because this makes the second time I've left her. I just want to disappear. You should've known you'd get caught. You're such a fucking idiot. Lana's better off without you anyways. You're so pathetic. Why are you still here? Stop being depressed and do something that'll fix it. Suicide. The only way out. No. Well... Maybe.
*Lana's POV*
4:45 am. I guess I have to give up for tonight. I drove back home and changed. Nina met me at the car. "How are you doing today?" She asked as we got in. "Well, I was out all night trying to find her. Still not answering her phone. Her car wasn't at her house. I cried all night. I haven't done anything except go to work. Uh.. I'm still a mess." I said. Nina sighed. "I'm sorry." She said. I shrugged. "Not your fault kid." I said and drove towards the set. "So, how's Jared." I said, filling the awkward silence. "He's good." She said. I nodded. More silence. We pulled up on set and i parked. Work is hell without Jen, because everyday is a constant reminder that I'm the reason she's taking off of work. I'm the reason she's off, who knows where, doing who knows what. I overreacted I guess. She's my world. I have to fix this. "Lana?" Megan said and approached me. "What." I said. "Lana... I want you to know... What happened between Jen and I was all my fault. She was stressed, so I said we should go out. Get drinks. It was too early to be drinking. But, we did anyways. We got drunk because I kept pushing 'just one more'. And it's all my fault. Jen had a plan of what she wanted to do. She was trying to surprise you. She was never trying to cheat on you. I fucked it up. I said we should drink. I'm so fucking sorry." She said. I shrugged. "It's okay. I just want Jen back. Safe. And I'm freaking out about her not answering." I said. She sighed. "I know she'll be fine. I promise." She said. "How can you promise something you have no control over?" I asked. She shrugged. "Call it a gut feeling." She said and walked away. I sighed. I just want Jen back. I can't shake the feeling that something's wrong.
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Another short chapter!
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-Sunny☀️