It has been about 3 weeks since the first time I cut my self and I have done it two more times once on my thigh which hurt alot more then I expected and again on my arm. I had decided not to do it on my thigh again, it just hurt to much.
The scars from the other time were healing but weren't going away. I wanted them to go away so I didn't have to cover them all them time but I did need them as a remind but the amount of time I have done this to my self.
I haven't gone though more pairs of sheets since the first time and I had to blame my female cycle on the blood situation to Happy who saw me taking them to the dumpster which made him very uncomftable. It was kind of funny. I now use red towels so I can wash them and the blood won't stain as bad.
I have also learned the best time to cut is when I 'go to bed' so my wounds would have around 10 hours to heal and there is a less of a chnce for someone to walk in on me doing it. Plus if someone was to touch my cuts the next day, it wouldn't hurt as much and my reaction wouldn't be as noticable.
In the 3 weeks Loki has comeback to earth and teamed up with the Avengers to fight off some aliens who were trying to take over Midgaurd again. He was under house lockdown for 2 of the weeks and is now finally trusted more or less to not try to take over Midgaurd again or control anyone iwht his magic.
Loki did let Tony and Bruce examine his powers for a couple of days in trade of his freedom. Which he hated and would complain the whold time when they asked him to try something.
He leaked the camera photage of him throwing Tony Stark out a window. It's now all over YouTube and even was shown on the news. Tony's reaction was pricless when he saw how popular it had gotten.
And yes I know the whole Avengers Tower is on camera but I was able to snatch one of my dad's special glasses that showed all the electric devices around the room. I took them all down and broke them. So Jarvis can't g telling anyone about what is happening or where I am and no one can look on the cameras and see my in "action".
Since the last time I hurt myself my wounds have healed enough for missions and training I decided to do something with Loki since he was the only one who doesn't know my techniqes yet so I have a bit of an advantage.
I go to my closet and grab my skin tight training uniform. It is a black outfit with hints of red around the wrists and ankles with a red utility belt that can hold multiple knifes for throwing or stabbing also a couple of guns as well as a grapple hook that can hold twice my weight and a long distance communaction device for missions. It also had a tracking deivice that Pepper had insisted on so if something ever happened they would be able to find me.
Natasha also got Tony to add a hidden knife holster in my boot. She says it had saved her life a couple of times in difficult postions.
I walk out of my room to look for Loki to bother him into letting me beat his ass or atleast try. I don't bother asking Jarvis because Loki is almost always hiding away in his room reading the multiple books he creates with his magic.
I get to his door and knock twice. "Come in." I hear Loki call out. I walk into his room which is the same size as mine but all his furniture was greens with hints of black, unlike my purple and black theme for my room.
"Wanna come and train with me, I could use some company?" I ask looking to where Loki sits reading. He is on a green seat that has a cupholder to the side which holds his asgaurdian alochol.
"And why would I do that? You just a little midgaurdian. I would beat your ass in seconds even without my magic." Loki says as he stands up and walks to the book shelf to store away the book he was reading.
"Wow! You are you that scared of a 21 year old beating you ass if you use your magic or not. anyways, I need to practice and you arn't doing anything right now." I say slowly walking towards where Loki stands.
"Fine." Loki says finally agreeing. He grabs my hand and uses his magic to teleport us to training room 1.
"Okay, where do we start-" I atempt to say as I try to let go of Loki's hand. Before I could finnish my sentence Loki was fling me across the training room into the weapons rake.
"Dude. What the hell!" I wasn't even ready!" I yell at Loki as I stand up.
Loki starts to chuckle. "You are easy to throw, it was like throwing a pebble." he says betweens chuckles. His laugh make me smile. It was addictive and I start laughing with him.
I stand up and grab a large sword that was surprisingly light enough to swing around. I start to swing the sword around with small wrist rotations. It has a wooden handle with leather straps on it for better grip and at the bottem of it, it has a large spirl stopper that allows me to swing hard and not have it fling out of my grasp.
"So are you ready to fight now?" Says loki as he creates a weapon with his magic. His weapon is a long staff that is extremly light and easy to spin betweens hands. He starts to spin the staff in his left hand slowly increasing the speed as he walks towards me.
I get into my fighting stance, "Whenever you are."
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Tony Stark's Daughter
FanfictionSasha is Tony Starks and Pepper Potts daughter so there is always a lot of stress to be better then everyone. The past couple of months she has been extremely stressed and she just needs to get rid of some of it. She goes to extreme measures to let...