Tony Stark's Daughter

Chapter 5

"Thor?" loki calls out walking up from behind on to the balcony where thor stands. It had been a couple of days since me and loki had trained. He hadn't talked to me even if we walked by each other in the halls which I geuss is normal for Loki but still.

"Yes brother, what do you need?" Thor says turning around.

"Have you noticed if Sasha has been acting a bit weird lately? I know I haven't know her long enough but she doesn't seem to be acting like her self."  Loki says.

"No, not really. Why do you ask? You don't usally care about these things." Thor qeustions crossing his arms.

Loki doesn't usually care for people but I'm an exception. There is just something about me that he likes. Something that intrigues him.

"She intrigues me. There is something about her that I... enjoy." Says Loki looking over the railing down over the land below.

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I wake up still tired but not able to sleep any longer. I get into the shower and just stand there for 10 minutes to lazy to do anything productive. I finally wash up and get out. I wrap a towel around my body and go to my closet to grab the knife from the box its stored in. I walk back to the bathroom and sit on the floor legs crossed with a towel over my lap.

I know I shouldn't but it seems to help a bit. I start cutting my arm again beside the old scars. There are now 18 healed scars on my arm, not counting the ones I'm making now.

I finish cutting and put out everything away knowing I have a meeting in 20 minutes. I probably shouldn't have cut my arm so close to a meeting with the gang but I needed to get it over and done with.

I get changed into a simple grey sweater and some leggings that did nothing for my ass but at this point I don't give to shades of shit.

I slip on some slippers and walk out to the meeting room thats down the hall. I used to be all fancy and professional but since the beginning of my cutting, I've gotten lazier and lazier, just not caring anymore.

I get to the meeting room and walk in. Everyone was already there. Thor, Natasha, Tony, Steve, Rhodey, Clint, Bruce and even Loki which surprises me since he usually finds these things boring. Sometimes, to be honest I do too.

"Nice slippers Sasha." Rhodey says with a little chuckle. He was sitting beside Tony who was at the head of the table. Across from Rhodey there was an empty seat next to Thor with Loki was sitting across from him.

"Yeah yeah thanks. I just woke up." I say irritated already as I sit down beside Thor.

"Your late kid." says Tony looking at you with his eye brows raised.

"Like I said, I just woke up." I say. "So what are we talking about now." I ask.

"We are just talking about how Hydra still has followers around the world. We are trying to find them and take 'em out." Steve says.

10 minutes pass and everyone is arguing about where to start looking for the Hydra people. I drift off into my own world. It is almost a nightmare you could say. The only thing that I going though my head is me cutting my arms and seeing the blood dripping.

"Sasha what do you think? Sasha?" Tony says looking at me for a minute.

I'm stuck in my world of thoughts so I don't hear Tony talking to me. You just sit there, holding your head with your hands looking up off into the distance which is a wall.

Loki senses that something is wrong so he uses his powers to read my mind. He has a rule not to use it on anyone in the Avengers towers but he decides to because he could "sense" something.

When he read my mind he sees the knife slicing through my pale white skin seeing the dark red blood stain my skin.

He suddenly stands up getting everyones attention exept for me. Everyone looks at him and he walks towards the doors and just leaves, leaving the doors wide open.

Tony's attention snaps back to me and he shakes my shoulder which wakes me up from my daydreaming. I snap back to reality and see everyone staring at me.

"What?" I ask confused to why the room is silent and why everyone is looking at me like I had 3 heads.

"You were daydreaming." says Steve with a chuckle.

"Yeah and Tony was practically yelling at your and you didn't even notice." says Clint in a surprised voice.

"Oh I'm sorry, I didn't notice. It won't happen again. Wait, where's Loki?" I say looking around the room.

"He just stood up and left." says Rhodey. "We have no idea why."

"Anyways I think this meeting is over, I can tell some of us are to tired for this. We can go over this again tomorrow when we are all awake and alert." Tony says looking at you patting your back.

I stand up and walk to the door "Well goodbye everyone." I say with a little wave and I walk out the door.

Once the door closes behind me Loki appears out of nowhere. "We need to talk, now."