LUCIFER'S EX-LOVER | JIKOOK [✓]

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We'll Never Meet Again, Don't Worry...

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Author's Pov

"That's not the answer Jimin. You do know why you don't want to let Jungkook go." Seok-Jin objected, watching Jimin gulp down the second can; finished it all in one drink. "I don't know okay?! I don't fucking love him!! I don't!! But then again, I want him all for me!! I could care less who he is engaged to right now!!" Jimin hissed at the older as he recalled the moment Jungkook wrapped his hand around Aíden's waist perfectly.

"That should be my place. Not him." He mumbled under his breath and gripped the can in his hand in hatred. "Jimin, did you forget the fact you left him? Did you forget the fact you distant yourself from him every time he wants to know you further?" The older asked, unknowingly this hit Jimin like a truck in the face.

Yes... He did leave Jungkook. He did push the younger away from him but did he have any other choice? He knows Jungkook wants more than a boyfriend with benefits. And that more, is what he couldn't give. He's scared... Scared of the things that happened to his mother will happen to him too. The woman committed suicide for the very exact reason.

"You know he wants more and I can't– I can't give him what he wants!!" Jimin raised his voice and throw the empty can on the top of the table, making the place messier than it already was. He's tired of this conversation... They talk about this literally every day back then in Spain but none of them make any difference. "Then let him go!! Let him live with the one who can give him what you can't!!"

"I can't do that!! I can't hold him close nor let him go..." Jimin screamed and hold out his hand to grab another can of beer, unexpected this action made his coat sleeve fall down; revealing many scars above. By that, he quickly take hold of his hand and pulled the fallen sleeve upwards; covering up the scars again.

"You're being selfish, Jimin. All he wants is your love but you keep pushing him away. Now that he's engaged and happy, you enter his life once more only to make a mess." Seok-Jin let out the fact as he hold out his hands, picking up those scattered papers on the floor, placing them on the square table in front of them neatly, ignoring the glimpse of scars he saw. 

"Come on, hyung. It's just one kiss!! Not even sex!!" Jimin muttered, leaving SeokJin to seal his mouth in thin lines.

"One thing leads to another, Jimin. I'm warning you. Don't touch him again." Seok-Jin raised his voice slightly, feeling disappointed deep inside by the fact his best friend was about to be a bitch, and snatched people's fiancee. "Oh, come on!! You're overreacting. It's not like I'm going to marry him. I just wanted to play with him." Jimin spoke out loud, not even feeling guilty for being the third person in his ex-boyfriend relationship.

"That's the point!! You don't love him and you don't even want to marry him!! So why bother ruining his life?! Because he is good in bed and has a big dick? Come on Jimin, many people out there can satisfy you more than him." The older argued, staring at Jimin's emotionless face; feel discontented inside.

"It's a one-time thing hyung. It's over!! He even asks me to forget it like it never happened. We'll never meet again." Jimin said matter of factly as he turned around and walks away, deciding to end the argument there. He has his first photoshoot in one of the successful modeling companies in Korea tomorrow, arguments with his best friend are not what he needs now.