LUCIFER'S EX-LOVER | JIKOOK [✓]

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Jungkook!! Help me!!

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Author's Pov

They were walking beside the Han River, holding each other's hands and making funny jokes here and there. Jungkook smiled looking at the person beside him, trying hard to ignore the other one that was buried deep inside his heart.

Ever since NamJoon left his office, he couldn't help but wonder, will all of this happen if Jimin doesn't appear back in his life? Will he ever yell at the older just because he interfered with his private life? Will he feel this guilty emotion for cheating behind Aíden's back? Of course, the answer is no. He knows it and the world knows it.

His life was nice and serene before then, but ever since Jimin came into the picture, his world turned upside down. Oh, how he wished that he had never met Jimin…

Then there would be no need to impress the male. No need to want him. No need to love him. No need for crying over him. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs. No need for Jungkook himself to cry to sleep. No need to feel as if Jimin cares. No need to feel like he is absolutely nothing after everything Jimin has done.

No nothing.

And now that he thinks about it again, Jimin is the waves that bother those calm shores. Jimin is the dilemma he faced. The dilemma he needed to remove for the sake of his normal life again…

"Jungkook!!" Aíden called out, gazing over Jungkook's face worriedly. He has been calling the younger name five times in a row but all he received is a silence which makes him worried. "Are you okay? You seem dozed off. Are there any problems? You know you can share it with me right?" Aíden questioned softly, still didn't letting go of Jungkook's cheeks that were puffed in between his long slender fingers; making the other chuckle, hiding away his feelings inside.

"Nah. I'm fine. I was just thinking…" He responded and grabbed Aíden's hand before subtly pulling it down; couldn't help but to feel uncomfortable suddenly. "Thinking on what?" The other asked eagerly, his green eyes shining under the blue moonlight that was reflecting on his face; letting Jungkook see how beautiful he was. Well, let's keep it real. Aíden is beautiful. In fact, he is more beautiful than Jimin.

But still, the heart wants what it wants.

No matter how beautiful other people are through Jungkook's eyes, his heart is still stuck at Jimin. Unlike every other cliché story in which the main character falls in love with a beautiful person and only sees them as the most beautiful, it's different from that in reality. Jungkook indeed found several people in his life that are more beautiful than Jimin but did he fall for them? No. Did he think Jimin is the most beautiful too? Of course, no.

It's not the amount of beauty through his eyes that makes him fall for Jimin, it's the number of feelings in his heart every time he's with Jimin that makes him fall for the older. He always finds someone better than Jimin, in fact— far away better and even could return his feelings back but no. There he is, still loving the person that didn't want him.

"You're so beautiful…" Jungkook mumbled under his breath, watching the other green eyes turn a little bit smaller; indicating he was smiling at the compliment. He stared at them, wanting to find out if he ever could drown in the green galaxies just like he did every time he faced Jimin's eyes. But the longer he gaze, the longer he realized that no matter how— he couldn't. He couldn't drown in Aíden's eyes.

"Thank you!!" The other replied and backed away a little bit, feeling flushed by the sudden closeness; completely unaware of what truly happened in Jungkook's mind. He gasped when the younger suddenly pulled his body and crashed them into a hug. Jungkook hid his nose in Aíden's neck; thinking back on his mistakes and his life decision; decided to end this once and for all. .