LUCIFER'S EX-LOVER | JIKOOK [✓]

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You Leave Me

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Author's POV

Jimin couldn't believe it.

Is this a dream? If it does then he doesn't want to continue this anymore, he will be extremely hurt if he woke up later to find he's still in the toilet and nothing like this had happened.

There, Jungkook stood in front of him after locking the door as he noticed the younger's messy face. And surprisingly, even after being in such a state; the CEO still looks more beautiful and handsome than ever from Jimin's eyes. Yeah, he is truly hell-bent on the male but seriously- is this a dream? Did Jungkook get here? Or is he imagining things?

Jimin stood there like a stone, unable to believe what he was seeing as he stared at the younger's chest; following the up and down movement.

"Jimin-" Jungkook trailed off as he took one step closer; bringing the other to reality as Jimin widened his eyes and backed away instantly; finally acknowledging the fact that the younger is there for real with him in the toilet. "No! Stop! Don't come close!" Jimin forced himself to yell as he felt his eyes start to feel hot; indicating they were about to produce tears for him to shred further.

"W-what are you doing here?" He asked and stuttered at the beginning as he breathlessly spat out those words while his sight started to get blurry; making him not be able to see Jungkook clearly. Sobs filled the bathroom coming from his mouth as he held out his hand to touch his chest area, he didn't say anything but the younger knew well what the older meant by the action. Jimin's heart is aching, it hurts him to look at the CEO, it hurts him more to hear his own name coming from the male.

"I need to talk to you about us-"

"There are no us, Jungkook!! Couldn't you understand that?!" Jimin cut off by shouting at him; expecting the other to get mad or gave up and at last leave him alone but to his surprise; none of what he thought had happened as he watched Jungkook literally do nothing but keeping his gaze on him calmly while he on the other hand; was struggles to hold himself back from hugging the younger. At times like this, Jimin couldn't help it- he was desperate for the other to leave so if yelling and denying Jungkook will render the younger one to give up, then BE IT.

"No I don't understand and even if I am, I don't care. If there's no us then make it me and you; together." Jungkook mumbled with tears still in his eyes as he hold out his hands slowly to Jimin; waiting for the older to take it but all he received is a few more distant steps from the other; making him nod slowly while smiling as he looked down before closing his eyes: letting his tears fall over his cheeks.

He knows Jimin wouldn't do that, so he's not going to give up until Jimin does that.

"That won't happen, Jungkook. We-" Jimin trailed off as he pointed at the younger before pointing at himself and repeated the action multiple times while opening his mouth again. "-can't. I repeat, can't be together. Don't you understand that?! SeokJin already tells you all of it, am I right? So what are you doing here? Aren't you afraid of me? I'm a murderer! I could kill you anytime!!" Jimin shouted loudly, but crying all the way; earning an unexplainable sadness sobs filled the room as he cupped his mouth and closed his eyes while looking down.

While Jungkook, on the other side, just stood still there like a robot. It's not that he didn't want to do anything but he's giving Jimin a space and a time to let it all out... He knows it's just a matter of time before Jimin finally breaks down and he was looking forward to that moment. Because only that way, he could give the older one the comfort that he deserves all along.