ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ ᴄᴀᴍᴘ :: ᴄʜᴏᴇɴ

vii

i accidentally took a screenshot while watching big mouth and i find it very funny. also i hate how in most choen books on here make it seem like noen has no friends. like bitch abby, benji, jorge, xowie, justin, caleb, soup, and well liv isn't really his friend shes his girlfriend but rn we'll call her a friend. THEY ALL EXIST. IK YOU KNOW BENJI AND ABBY THEIR BESTIS. SAME WITH CALEB AND SOUP EXCEPT THEIR HAVING A KID. this is both his friends from 2019 and 2021

tw self harm

a week passed. chase and i havent talked since then. ive been sleeping in xowies room. to be honest i miss chase. now i know why hes here though. his anger issues and the fact hes an entitled ass.

"noen plssssss come back to our room."

"im sryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy"

"i love you"

were the things i woke up to everyday. at this point its so annoying to the point i have to go back.

"bye xowie! bye abby!" i yelled. they yelled bye back. their not rude friends. i start making my way back to my room. i was scared. the first thing i saw when i walked to where it was in my eye sight was jaden banging on the door. i quickly run over to him.

" yo jaden why are you banging on my damn door." i say to him. "like just knock two times, slowly open the door and say 'hey chase its me' in your best impression of me. then youll get his attention. no need now though. im here and have a key."

i open the door and let him in. guys who are masculine first, then twinks. daddy gets all the pleasure ;)

"noen. chase isnt sleeping on the bed." he yells. "well no shit honey. he was spamming me earlier. check the bathroom."

i open the bathroom door to see chase picking up a razor and bringing to his arm in the shower. "CHASE STOP." he quickly drops the razor and looks in my direction.

"JADEN WHAT THE HELL I GOT MY WHOLE DICK OUT AND YOU COME IN HERE AND STARE."

"im not staring. im looking at you because you almost cut yourself. we care about you. you dont deserve to take a sharp object to your skin."

he rolls his eyes and picks the razor back up. " jaden this is how much i give a damn fuck you care." he starts cutting open his arm. the red liquid -play spanish ad- spills out of his skin. the cut would most likely become a scar. - go back to music you were listening to-

noen walks in and looks at chases arm. chase looks up at noen immediately. his eyes sadden even more. now we know why he's here. he's a suicidal kid who likes breaking the law.

"bub are you okay? " he says to chase as he pulls him into an embrace. i just sit back and observe.

" yeah i'm fine. im sorry for that last week."

"no chase your not. im sorry i left just because you thought i was a freak because of my disorder. it means i like slowly eat my self. like my skin, nails, all that shit."

they start making out in the shower. noen not even minding there was blood all over his clothes and he looked like he murdered someone.

"you guyss are disgusting." i interrupt. they roll their eyes and continue making out. well i guess thats my que to leave.

chapters are slowly getting longer.