What I Need || LaMelo Ball

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i walked to the kitchen, it was 1:32am and i'm pretty sure everyone would be fast asleep

it was dark and i was trying to be quiet. i took a capri sun from the fridge only using the light from my phone to find my way

"ky'rah?" someone whispered making me jump, i shined my light to the kitchen bench to see melo sitting there shirtless

"lamelo wtf! what are you doing?" i whispered yelled

"i can't sleep" he said putting his head on his arms on the bench

"we'll that's great, i'm going to bed now" i walked off

"wait ky" melo said quietly

"what lamelo" i turned to face him

"can we talk?"

"pshhhh no" i turned back around

"ky... please" now i know that nigga didn't use the word please! he ain't used that since 08'

"talk about what lamelo," i started walking back to the opposite side of the bench

"how you played me and stabbed me in the back?" i turned on the cooktop light so we could just see eachother

"i want to talk to you about it all, and explain myself... please just listen ky'rah" he pleaded

"fine whatever but this your only chance lamelo, istg if you ever try to bring this up with me again imma jab you in the throat" i warned him grabbing a stool to sit on

"ok ok, i won't. i- i- uhh idk how to go about this" he said, i knew this would be tough for melo, and i just wanted him to get it out so i could go back to bed

"ight i'll help you out, you just answers my questions" he nodded his head

"you regret it?"

"no... best sex i ever had" i rolled my eyes trying not to smile

"do you genuinely like ashley or are you using her?"

"i don't think i ever liked her, only the sex"

"you ever liked me?"

"yes"

"why'd you choose her over me then?"

"i don't know"

"why do let her keep talking on my name and disrespecting me"

"i don't know"

"when did you stop liking me?"

he looked down

"lamelo, when?"

"i- i haven't" he sighed

"lies"

"no it's not rah" he looked me in my eyes

"then why do you keep doing this shit to me lamelo? bringing her round me? trying to make me jealous? ignoring me? not talking to me about what happened? why?"

"i was scared"

"bullshit lamelo"

"i was, i was scared of doing something wrong and ruining what we had. so i just fell back into my safety net; ashley."

"lemme let you in on a lil secret; you did everything wrong and ruined everything we had. you left me hanging with all these fucking questions. lamelo it might just be sex to you, but you know it's not just that for me" i started crying

"i know im sorry, it just got to a point where i couldn't talk to you, or explain myself to you-"

"so you kept going, digging the knife deeper"