What I Need || LaMelo Ball

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(hey i just want to give a heads up at the end of this story i'm just gonna put a ⚠️ emoji to mark a sensitive subject feel free to not read it and skip past)

i turned to melo looking at him struggle to pick himself up off the floor

blood pouring out his nose and lip and bruises forming on his body

i held my hand out to help him up

he looked at me before grabbing my hand pulling his self up

"your weak ky, i hope you know that" diego said still mad asf

"aye bro" gelo said to diego

"nah nigga, ky you the reason he been cheating so long, you let him run all over you with the lies and bs he puts you thru on a daily basis" diego said making me cry. how could my own brother say something like that to me.

"aye diego cut it" zo said pushing diego out of the room with gelo and dmo following

i wiped my tears quickly before turning to melo

"you ok?" i asked and he just turned away walking to the bathroom

"here" i handed him a wet rag to clean himself up

i cleaned up his lip with the rag not saying a word, did i want to shove salt in his lip? maybe

"don't look at me like that" i said as melo gave me a type of look

"why you helping me ky?" he asked

i shrugged before rinsing the bloody cloth in the sink

"thank you rah" he said looking at me in the mirror as i wrung out the cloth

i nodded before walking out

"wait" he said grabbing my arm

"no melo, i don't want to hear your sorry ass apologies, just bc i help you clean up don't mean i take back anything i said" i said removing my hand from his grip

"then why you helping me?" he asked

"bc when you walk out in public with a black eye and busted lip people gon think i hit you for cheating" i said which wasn't true, idk why i helped him

he just stood there taken back by what i said

"oh and forgot to give these back earlier" i said handing him the 1of1 chain, promise ring, rolex and iced out cuban

he just stood there watching me walk away, put the door and out of his life

i walked to the lobby to find the boys minus diego

"why would you do that?" zo asked and i shrugged

the ride home was silent and apparently diego is already on a flight back to new orleans, what a brother 🙄

me and gelo got ready for bed at my apartment, zo and dmo got a hotel room somewhere, they said they was finna stick around for a while here in charlotte

i was in bed before gelo was, scrolling thru the posts about our break up and comments

"did melo cheat with ana?"

"tf a 32 year old go to do w a 19 year old?"

"she was probably distracting him"

"sorry for the break up❤️"

"they were my fav couple🥺"

"you know melo be hitting that when kyrah not around🤣"

"why melo not taken down their posts yet💀 boy hanging on for dear life😂"

"awww imma miss them togetherrrr"

"ma boi free again... 👀🤣 y'all kno what that meanssss"

i knew reading the comments weren't gonna help the situation at all but i had to see what was going on in the media.

"well good news," gelo said walking into the room making me turn my phone off

"that was my dad, so you don't gotta tell him bc i just did, your welcome" he said

"what he say"

"a whole lotta shit that he still thinks y'all meant for each other and that he gon unalive melo blah blah blah" gelo said

"and what ab the media"

"shit popping off to put it simply, don't go reading them tho ky, just remember they outsiders looking in. they will never get the full imagine" he said making me feel slightly better ab the comments i had just read

"do you agree with what diego said earlier? that i'm the reason he cheated?" i asked lowly looking down and fiddling with my nails

"no rah, he was just angry you we helping out melo, i was too ngl. but he a hot head just like you, he let it get the best of him, he ain't mean nun of what he said ok?" gelo said and stayed quite

"ok?" he repeated himself again

"yeah ok" i said

i didn't get much sleep that night

2 weeks later*

gelo, zo and dmo had gone back to LA along with lena and larray.

the media been going crazy over why we split with many rumours of him cheating w ana which aren't rumours really they just don't know it

mine and kanye's song dropped and were #12 on the charts rn, im trending on twitter for some odd reason, not melo or ana just me, that's just makes me feel even worse, just means people talking ab me the most

melo and ana have been spotted by paparazzi all over charlotte, it's like they have no shame at all

every time a new photo surfaces it's like the knife just gets dig deeper into my back and heart

none of either of our families approve or even like ana, especially the oldies just from the way she represents herself on social media which is understandable, she's done some very questionable things. and i think everyone agrees when we say she's a predator preying on melo for money and fame

momma t's words not mine 🤷🏽‍♀️

i been off social media, not posting anything even on my story, just trying to pick my life up

tell me that ain't the chain i once wore.

tell me she not wearing that in the bathroom i decorated.

my heart aches so bad rn, i can't even begin to explain. he says he sorry yet he gives her the chain he gave to me bc of how much i did for him and that he couldn't have dont it without me.

did she work as hard for that chain as i did? or was it just a lie? or did that chain not really mean shit to him?

how could he give something like that to her knowing damn well i'll see it along with the hundreds of fans who have seen me with it.

and her having the audacity to post her self in the chain. the knife just keeps cutting deeper

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i feel like dying i really do. i honestly don't know what to do with myself, reading thru the hundreds of comments made me cry to the point where i felt like my eyes were gonna bleed out

and while i'm here holding a pill bottle he probably moaning her name out in a bed that was once mine
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