LAST CHAPTER!!
lamelo
my mind wouldn't stop racing at the thought that i nearly lost her. forever.
"ky" i said sniffing
"whyyyy" i asked looking up for strength
"i'm sorry melo, i couldn't take it anymore" she cried into my chest
her words were slurred and shaky
"take what?" i asked softly, hoping it wasn't to painful to hear
"all of- of it... you, her- life i just couldn't do it" she cried harder
my heart shattered, i had done this. this was my fault.
"i- i'm so sorry k- ky" i said holding her as tight as i could
"it's not y- your fault" she said looking up to me
i couldn't look at her, it pained me knowing she may not have been here right now bc of me
we sat there for again, what seemed hours gathering our thoughts together
i wiped my eyes and she did the same, she stood up looking in the mirror seeing herself
she stood their looking at herself dead in the eyes and started crying again, she fell back to the floor sobbing
"ky, stand up" i said pulling her up trying not to cry again
"no" she pulled out the 'o'
"i don't deserve to be here! why couldn't he just take me?!" she cried
i picked her up and she wrapped her arms around my waist crying
"i'm so sorry rah" i said as waves of guilt rushed over me
i wanted to turn back the hands of time, back to when ana first appeared on my feed, i wanted to scroll right past her post and carry on being the loyal boyfriend i once was.
"i'm so sorry" i said over and over
we composed ourselves. i washed my face in the sink. i picked up my phone to see all the msgs from zo, gelo and ana
gelo and zo came to the conclusion that we were talking or something so i went with it.
melo dip🙈🏀 yeah we talking can y'all niggas stop blowing up my phone?
i tried to make it seem as normal as possible
ana😍🤤 baby where are you?
you better answer your damn phone
i'm going home
where tf are you?
fuck you lamelo, don't bother coming to my shoot tmrw
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i could care less at this point.
i sat on her bed waiting for her to come out of the bathroom, she walked out, she had washed her face, taking the smeared mascara away
she sheepishly sat down next to me
"why didn't you say anything" i asked looking at the floor
"i couldn't" she said
"why not?"
"you were happy and i didn't want to ruin that" she said sniffing
even thru everything she still just wanted me to be happy. i really don't know why she's like that for me, i don't deserve it one bit.
"so you just kept quiet till it came to this?" she didn't reply
"what about gelo or your cousins?" i asked
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What I Need || LaMelo Ball
Fanfiction"do you guys see yourselves marrying and having a family together in the future?" asked overtime larry me and melo looked at eachother before smilling and looking back at larry "yeah" we said in unison -- "ky'rah do you still have any love for LaMel...
