It was now the next morning and I reluctantly crawled out of bed and got ready, I had a shower, brushed, my teeth, did my hair and got dressed.
I covered my cuts and scars with make up since it was way to warm to wear a hoodie.
I went down stairs and opened the fridge, I stare blankly at all the food inside.
T: you just gonna stand there or?
K: what do you want?
I ask bluntly
T: I thought we were done with hating me, now what's up?
He came behind me and watched me stare at the food.
T: hey keeks you really should eat uno, you've lost weight, I can tell.
K: good
T: sis have you seen your self, this isn't good. If you lose anymore weight you'll get sick. Your not eating and still going out.
K: at least I'm going out, right?
T: that's not the point.
M: she's right she could lose a couple pounds, it's good she's cutting down.
T: there a difference between cutting down and fucking starving yourself!
Topper shouted at mom, backing me up.
But before he gets his glory Dad shows up.
D: Topper Thornton don't speak to your Mother like that!
K: so mom gets to call me fat but Top defending me is wrong?
They all argue over my voice and disagree shouting about me and my weight.
I drown out the noise and walk out the house.
*The Cut
I finally made it to where the pogues were, I see them standing by the drain talking about a way in.
I walk over to them slowly, I take a deep breath and paste on my smile.
Jj: okay personally I love plastic, use it everyday love the stuff.
Ki: hopefully you recycle it and don't let it flush into the ocean.
J: ah
P: I thought you'd say something like that so... trash bags.
Ki: did you just proactively protect the environment?
P: maybe
Kiara and pope flirt.
Jj: you want me to leave you two alone or? What's going on?
P: oh I'm sorry for once it's not you and Keira.
Pope says throwing the bags at Jj.
Jj: shut up
He muttered
Ki: he's right, but you guys haven't lately I guess.
P: yeah erm, you guys okay?
Jj looks up at the two friends we've been lying to this whole time.
Jj: yep, me and keeks are perfect.
Another lie.
I cut the conversation short and go over to them.
K: hey
Jj immediately turns to face me.
I smile lightly but look down.
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Broken promises ~ JJ Maybank ~ Sequel to Promises
Romantik* "it's just three words, eight letters. What are you so afraid of?" * "That when I say those words...he'll leave me. I'm not ready to broken again. And I'm definitely not ready to lose him"