I couldn't remember a lot from last night, it was all pretty fuzzy, the only thing clear in my mind was JJ telling me he loved me. He can't love me, I know Jj he says impulsive things when he's scared. He was scared I was gonna die, so he told me he loved me. I know it's not real though.
Jj put his arm around me as we ran down the pier, just in time as we see pope and Kiara pulling in on the boat.
Jj: finally, don't tie in, hey stop!
Jj picked up his pace but I was in too much pain.
K: slow down
He looked at me as I clutched onto my stomach.
Jj: shit, sorry
He slowed down a bit.
Jj: stop!
Ki: what the hell happened?
P: what's going on?
Jj: we need to go
Knowing that didn't answer any questions I spoke up.
K: Rafe found us
Ki: and he sh-
K: yes he shot me, I'm fine but we gotta go
John b and Sarah came behind us and John b held me against him while Jj got in the boat, once he was in he picked me up and sat me down. The rest got in and we were ready to go.
We drove across the marsh to a small field where we took a stop.
Ki: if Rafe and Barry know it's only a matter of time-
Jb: before everybody knows
Jj scoffs, walking back and forth.
Jj: I told you. We should've just gone south man.
Jb: just stop it.
Jj: why does no one ever listen?
Jj rose his voice.
Jb: I get it, I get it, I understand.
I sat their silently as they came up with a plan for Sarah to talk to her dad, John b was very reluctant but we went through with it.
~Two Hours later~
Time had last and soon Sarah should be coming home. We wait at the beach, everyone talking the eachother but it was different. It's been a long time since the 5 of us had been together just us. But now, I don't like it now.
I thought everything would get better when John b came back but no, it had just gotten worst. I lost everything, I haven't spoke to my family in forever, the pogues are different now and JJ, I definitely lost him.
I sat on the beach playing with my rings as JJ comes next to me.
Jj: you okay?
K: I'm fine
Jj: and the pain?
Which one?
K: it's fine
Jj: if I wasn't me, I'd believe you, but I am me so I don't. I know your in pain.
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Broken promises ~ JJ Maybank ~ Sequel to Promises
Romance* "it's just three words, eight letters. What are you so afraid of?" * "That when I say those words...he'll leave me. I'm not ready to broken again. And I'm definitely not ready to lose him"
