* "it's just three words, eight letters. What are you so afraid of?"
* "That when I say those words...he'll leave me. I'm not ready to broken again. And I'm definitely not ready to lose him"
It was now the next morning and also the first day of school I didn't wanna get out of bed but I know Ive got to, I got up, brush my teeth, did my make up and hair and got into my outfit.
*Outfit;
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Once I was ready I went downstairs and grabbed my keys for my jeep, but right before I could leave...
M: your really going to school dressed in that?
K: what would you like me to wear mom?
I said with sass.
M: something that doesn't drown you.
K: yeah well I would but right now I'm covering all cuts and scars I have, so apologies mother.
I walk out the door and take a deep breath that I just admitted that to my own mother. She probably didn't believe me anyway, she'll just think I'm attention seeking.
I got in my car and drove to school, as I arrive I see a car I recognise, I next see three people walk out of it. I park and get out of the car.
Ki: Keira!
I turn around and see Kiara pope and JJ waiting outside of school, Jj taking a hit of his vape, Pope going through his books and Kiara running to hug me.
I hug her back and we walk to the others.
P: hey where you been stranger?
K: sorry.
P: hey it's okay, just missed you that's all, we all did.
Ki: he's right
Pope hugs me and we all fall silent again as we see everyone's eyes on the four of us, yep four, not five this year.
Me and Jj make no eye contact as we walk towards the building.
All pissed off at the people around us, they whisper stuff but not quiet enough as we can all here.
We go over and see a memorial stand for John B Routledge. Wow, didn't expect that.
Ki: I feel like people are staring at us.
Jj: oh yeah
P: guys I can't be late.
He goes go forward but Kiara holds popes hand.
Ki: hey hey, we gotta stick together.
Jj was ready to kill someone so dispite everything I grabbed his arm and pulled him closer to me, I knew I could make him calmer, I've always been able to do that. He smiled softly as my plan worked.
~Physics Class~
We had an exam today, yep an exam on the first day back, wonderful. My leg shook under the table as I filled in the answers.
