{ HE } boyxboy

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WILIAM.PO.V.

Jacob pulled me into the kitchen and started making us coffee. I sat at the bar and waited for Jacob to finish.

ME: "Do you think he's homophobic?"

JACOB: "I have no idea. Maybe."

ME: "I think he is. Did you see how he just looked at us?"

JACOB: "Why do you care? Do you like him?"

He approached me and stood between my legs. I put my hands in his hair and sighed.

ME: "I don't know. A little bit. He's kind...and handsome."

JACOB: "Well, he is handsome for sure."

NIKITA: "I need to talk to you."

His harsh voice interrupted us and I winced.

ME: "Me?"

NIKITA: "Gosh, and what do you think?"

ME: "Fine. About what?"

NIKITA: "In private.Now."

I nodded and got off the bar. I came out of the living room and approached him.

NIKITA: "Are you two...dating?"

ME: "Why? Are you homophobic?"

NIKITA: "I just asked you."

ME: "I asked you too."

NIKITA: "I don't want to play with this nonsense. I'm not a homophobe, I just asked you."

ME: "Okay, sorry. No. We're not dating."

Then, a small smile appeared on his face. Gosh, stop doing that. How do you expect me not to like you, if you laugh like that?

NIKITA: "You don't have to say sorry.So...You are gay or...?"

ME: "Uh...yeah."

He didn't say anything, just nodded.

NIKITA: "I guess you like that guy."

ME: "What? Jacob? No.Of course not.He's my best friend...My only friend actually."

NIKITA: "But you looked like you were going to kiss just now."

Me: "We do that sometimes.He's gay too.We just...you know...Fuck each other sometimes and that things."

NIKITA: "Oh..."

ME: "You just wanted to talk about this?"

NIKITA: "Yes."

ME: "Why was that so important?"

NIKITA: "I just...wanted to know."

ME: "Well, you know now."

NIKITA: "Listen, I need to go...I have some things to do."

ME: "Ok, but why are you telling me this?"

NIKITA: "To make sure you won't go out."

ME: "Just go. I won't."

NIKITA: "Goodbye, William."

ME: "Goodbye."

He started to go out, but then I remembered something. Will he come back? I'm not even sure if we're friends at all.

ME: "Nikita, wait."

I run to catch up with him.

NIKITA: "What?"

I stood next to him and bowed my head a little. I felt stupid asking him this at all.

NIKITA: "Just say it."

I looked him in the eye and was completely confused.I can't take it.He's so beautiful.

ME: "Will I...Will I see you again?"

He coughed and took a step closer to me. He was barely twenty centimeters away from me. My heart started pounding hard in my chest, but I still couldn't take my eyes off him. Our eyes were locked.

NIKITA: "Why not?"

ME: "I don't know. It's not all that simple."

NIKITA: "I know, but...I will come back. However, my job is still not done."

ME: "So...Are you saying that when you find Robert, you will be gone...like forever?"

NIKITA: "No.Ofcourse no.I didn't mean it like that."

ME: "But you won't have a reason to be with me anymore."

NIKITA: "Is that what worries you?"

ME: "I'm not really worried, but...It's just a fact."

NIKITA: "Then I'll come up with a new one."

ME: "What 'new'?"

NIKITA: "Reason."

Fuck.

ME: "But..."

NIKITA: "Reason to see you again."

ME "Oh my God."

NIKITA: "See you, William."

Then he left the house before I could stop him.

ME: "OH MY GOD."

JACOB: "I was eavesdropping on you! That was totally gay!"

ME: "I know! He confuses me so much."

JACOB: "He doesn't give a gay vibe, but that doesn't mean he's not gay. Uhh, I want a hot boyfriend too."
ME: "He's not my boyfriend."

JACOB: "Not yet"

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