Zdmn FF - Her Sacrifice

Part 2

The afternoon training session was done and the recruits were resting in the remaining time before dinner.

Sid was walking around in the academy in deep thoughts when Ustad ji came and told him to go to the mess to meet Dilbagh ji as he was calling him.
So sid went there..

Sid: Baba ji, aapne bulaya? Sab theek?
Dilbagh ji: Sid beta, idar ao. Yeh lo.. Monami ne tere liye bheja hai. Isse idhar beth ke parlo.

Sid was surprised a bit but he should have known his Monu bro wouldn't just go without saying anything to him. So he took a seat at the nearby table, opened the letter and began to read..

Sid bro,
I hope tu theek hai? Saida pareshaan mat ho mein theek hun.. bas I can't believe Papa aisa kuch kare ge aapne aap ko right prove karne ke liye.
I hope tune Karan par bi saida gussa nahi kiya hoga wo sab sunke jo meine usse kaha.. But as I know you, tune pakka usse sawaal kiye honge ke wo muje academy saat kyu nahi leke aaja.

Haan.. You read right.. meine usse wo sab kaha ta..
Sid, I am sorry muje jaana parega humesha ke liye..
Ab tu bolega ke Monu tune thori aur zidd kyu ni ki aur walnut uncle ko mana kya? Right?..
To listen mein tuje sab bata rahi hun  because you are my best friend par tu ye kisiko nahi bataye ga.. Okay?

Sid, meine na bohat try kiya Papa ko manane ke liye ke meine wapis academy jana hai, udar hi meri khushi hai aur mein eek bohat achi cadet bi hun.
Par unko koi farak nahi partah meri kya wishes hain, as you know. He doesn't even know what his daughter is capable of.. And I don't know if he even cares about it..
But yeh mein tuje kyu bata ri hun tuje bi to pata hi hai..

But one thing my so called father knows about me is that I can't let anyone suffer because of me and mein kisiko hurt nahi karna chati hun.. That I am not so selfish..
Ab I don't know if I should laugh that he knows at least one thing about his daughter or cry because he is using this selflessness of mine against me.. 😣

So kya, I cried.. Sid.. Mere paas koi aur option nahi tha aur na hai. So mein challi gai aapna sapna chor ke.
Ab tu puchega ke Papa ne kya ke mein aapna dream chor ke unke saat challi gai aur ab mere aapne ka kya..
Bro.. He blackmailed me.. Haan right.. Phir parle.. Muje bi yakeen nahi hua pehli bar sunke.. But yaa..

He blackmailed me ke agar mein willingly unke saat ghar nahi gai aur wapis hospital join kia, to wo Karan ko sue karen ge aur uska career barbad karden ge. And on top of that wo Parakram SAF academy ko bi sue kare ge ke wo kabhi phir open nahi hosake gi..
Tho tu hi bata mein kya karti.. Mere sapne ke liye Karan ka career barbad aur academy band karwa deti?
Tu to muje jaanta hai na, mein itni selfish nahi hu ke mein mere sapne ke liye baaki logon ke sapne, unki mehnat destroy kardu? Col. Batra sir ne jo desh ke liye sapne dekha tha, humare trainers ki mehnat aur unki achievements aur humari baaki fellow recruits ke ambitions aur sapne.. Unka kya..

To bas.. Meine academy to choose kya aur mere dream ko chor diya..
But tu hai na.. Tu mera sapna pura karle ga.. I know you will complete the training successfully and be a great commando one day.. I believe in you Sid and I am proud of you my friend. And I am pretty sure that AuntyG is also and will always be proud of you as she watches over you. 😊
So promise me, tu mera sapna mere liye pura kare ga na? I know you can do it and remember I will always have your back..

Bura to muje bi bohat laga.. Sid.. Ki yeh Papa ne konsi shart karli mere samne.. Aur muje hi kyu life mein itna dukh diya God ne.. But I must have done something really good in life jo tu muje mile.. Thank you for always being by my side, making me laugh in my sad moments and taking a stand for me whenever needed. Sachme.. Tere se best koi aur best friend muje nahi milsakta ta.. You are the bestest best friend ever SidG! And I love you for that!

But I also know Papa.. And muje pata hai tu bi unhe ache se jaanta hai ke wo kitne controlling hai. Aur ab to mein wapis unke paas aagi hun to ab muje phir unki sari baate maan ni pare gi.. Aur ab tu bi nahi hai mere saat.. 😞
And I am pretty sure ke wo ab muje tujse contact bi rakhne nahi den ge.. Milne to door ki baat hain.. And pata nahi Papa kya socha hai meri life ke bare me so kya pata larka bi dhund ke rakha hoga..

To pata nahi hum phir kabi mile.. I will always remember you, Sid. Don't change yourself for anybody as you are the best as you are. Haan.. Thoda sudhar ja.. Par itna bi nahi ke pura ka pura boring ban jana.. 😂
And ya.. you will always be my best friend for life..
Aur jab tu muje miss kare na, to academy ke garden me jaake wo tree ko hug karlena.. Haan aur jo baate mujse karni ho, wo mere aur sanju ke room mein mere table ke drawer me jo diary pari hai isme likh lena aus samaj na ke tu mere se baat kar ra hai.. 😊

I know ab ye letter bohat lamba ho geya hai par.. kuch achri baate kya tu forward karde ga?

Faizi sir ko kehna I'll miss him, his talks and advises. And he is a great big brother and pls stay as you are.
Sumanji and Chitra ko kenha mere paas life mein koi girl friends nahi ti to kya hua.. Academy me aake muje doo doo mil gai. And mein un dono ko kabi nahi bhulun gi and wo aapna dehaan rakhen.
Tumhare Bala G bro ko kehna, life ne jo mauka diya hai usse waste mat hone dena, aache se taraki karna aur thora sa disciplined ban jana. Pehli mulakat se aapna chota bhai mana he usse to bata dena uski dactar didi humesha uske saat hai. Dur bhale hu par humesha jaad rakhu gi..

Sid, meri taraf sey sabko bye aur take care bol dena. Dekhte hai, phir milte hai ya nahi.. Take care aur mere liye saida parshaan mat hona tum sub.. Mein khush hun ke at least tum sub aapne sapne aur ambitions pure karsakte ho and I know you all can do it..

Aur jaad rakh Sid bro.. Yeh baat tu kisiko nahi bataye ga ke meine academy kyu chori hai!!

Bro, take care and don't you dare forget me.. Mein bhoot banke tuje parshaan karne aajaun gi..

Love you lots!

Your Monu bro forever..

While sid was reading Dilbagh ji could see all the different emotions on his face and when he was done reading he just got so angry and started to cry.

Sid: (while forming a fist with his right hand and holding the letter in his left; he was continuously beating the table with his right hand) WHY.. Just why is my Monu bros life so unfair.. Why does she always have to sacrifice everything that is important in her life..

Then he started to cry.. for his best friends unfortunately life.. for all the hardships he and Monu had and are still facing in their lifes.. And cry for the uncertain future ahead of them..

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