Every Thing You Never Had

10: Opening Up

Sometimes the best you can do is just remain silent because no words can explain the battle that's going on in your heart and mind.

~ Anonymous

THE NEXT FEW CHAPTER WILL CONTAIN MULTIPLE POV SWAPS THROUGHOUT. IT WILL BE SHOWING YOU HOW BOTH BRAXTON AND ELORA SEE/FEEL THINGS. PAY ATTENTION.

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She looks so beautiful when she sleeps. I've been with a few multiple women and never fucked a girl raw before, but I did with her. I didn't even hesitate to cum inside of her. I have to get a plan B in the morning. The way she screamed my name was so addicting. I've been called many things by other women but something about the way she screamed my name and called me daddy turned me even more. I normally hate being around people but I want her here with me. I know she'll leave soon and I'm already dreading it.

I hate these feelings. The feelings of craving someone's touch. I craved her before I even had her. I've wanted to have her ever since the beginning but once I saw what she was going through I didn't want to rush her. Now that I've been inside her, tasted her, had all of her. I don't know how I'll be able to stop. She said hasn't opened up to anyone about what's happened to her. No one knows what she's been through. She's been going through all of this alone for years, with nobody to help her. No one to comfort her. Yet she opened up to me. She let me have all of her. She trusted me enough to tell me about something that she's never told anyone.

She makes me feel something I've been trying to bury deep inside. I don't know what to call these feelings. I do know I don't want them to go away. I don't want her to go away. I like the feeling of having her by my side, holding her. I never want to move from this position. I know that I can't let anyone find out about her. If this got out her life would be on the line. I won't ever let anyone get close enough to hurt again. She's safe with me. For the first time in years, I slept through the whole night. Not waking up in sweats. No nightmares. Just sleep.

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I woke up early so that I could go to the pharmacy and get a Plan B. After buying a Plan B I went and picked up some food. I came back and I saw that Elora was already dressed. 

"Here," I handed her some water and opened the packaging for her. If she took the pill she gathered her stuff and we had it downstairs. We sat down at the table and she just stared at her food playing around with it, not actually eating.

"We will get you something else if you don't want that." I spoke up.

"No, this is fine." She mumbled.

"Are you sure? She nodded and started to take small bites of her food.

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ELORA PEREZ

I woke up to Brax already gone. I was still sore from last night but forced myself up. I went to the bathroom and I brushed my teeth, did my hair and put on some makeup. Just as I was finishing up getting ready, Brax walked through the door. He handed me a bottle of water and handed me a small pill. I took the pill and continue to get my stuff together.

I wonder if we are going to talk about last night. How is he not saying anything? Why is he not talking about what we did? We left the bedroom and walked downstairs. He had bought food that looked delicious but I didn't have an appetite to eat. I haven't told him about my eating disorder. I looked at my plate and just kind of moved my food around with my fork. I could see him glancing at me with a confused stare while he ate his food.