This story contains Angst. ;-;
part of it was inspired by a story written on Tumblr
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Gou was tired.Maybe even exhausted, perhaps.Watching Satoshi battle was heart moving- but it was just a painful reminder of how Satoshi even ended up being friends with him. He had left his other companions maybe for the sake of his goal , maybe as to achieve greater heights. Or was something else? Whatever it really was, Gou knew that he should respect his friend's decision. But it still felt...
"Hey, Gou, i'm switching off the lights," Satoshi smiled sweetly at the boy.This snapped Gou's thoughts.
"Go ahead," Gou turned to the side, eyes gazing at the plain wall. The scene of Satoshi leaving him felt like they were being projected, but it was all blurry.All Gou saw was moving colors. then the room went dark.
Gou was silent.It was quite hard to read his face at that point. Increasingly , one would feel like they are trying to read a blank book. But he himself knew that wasn't always the case.
"Today was fun wasn't it Gou?"it was like Gou could hear Satoshi smile.
"Mhm,"
"Too bad I couldn't beat that village chief .His Gliscor was way too powerful,"
"Yeah,"
Gou heard rustling from under his bed.There was a brief silence.
"Good night Gou," Satoshi muttered.This time, Gou was too tired to even bother to respond.
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"Seriously?Did you think you could actually catch Mew?"A boy mocked, his arms on his hips making him look much larger and more intimidating than he already is. Gou found himself in his school uniform, chin on his knees , tears running down his cheeks at a inconsiderable rate.He was already trying hard enough to not hiccup, but his whimpers gave him away.Students crowded around him , all of them towering over the poor boy.
"You have to stop being idealistic and fantasize about such things. No wonder you have no friends!" there was an eruption of laughter from the students, their frowns turning into ugly gaping smiles by the second. Their shadows loomed into dark figures, grins of mockery pricking Gou. Their laughter were changing. It was distorting into a ringing sound, like a bell being rung constantly by his ears. Gou couldn't pinpoint where the sound was coming from. He screamed loudly. But it just made things worse. the ringing sound just became louder and louder, and so were his screams. The feeling of something scratching his throat was becoming more than a mere warning. Gou was soon on the verge of breaking. He dug his fingers into his hair , pulling strands of it out.
you have no friends
you will never reach your goal
YOU ARE READING
Title (satogou oneshots:))
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