Finally

CH.9 Secrets

I woke up completely sore....again. I walk into the bathroom and just stare at myself. My eyes are really red snd bloodshot from crying yesterday. Bruises and marks were on my neck, arms, and my stomach. I touched one of the bruises....it starts throbbing with pain. Damn, this hurts. I've experienced so much pain in my life which not many people would take as a "bad" thing. And that's really fucking stupid. I get ready for school, and shampoo my hair. As I start getting dressed, still in my bra and panties, I feel like someone was watching me. I turn around and look at....Peter....!!!!!
PETER!!!
Damn it. My eyes get big, and he looks away quickly. I immediately run to my bathroom.
OH MY GOD!!
OH MY GOD!!
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!
HE JUST FUCKING SAW YOU NAKED MARY JANE WATSON!!!
I get dressed in the bathroom, I just threw on black ripped up leggings, a oversized blue sweater with a tanktop under it, and just a pair of converse. I run downstairs and everybody looks at me, still worried about last night.
Anna:"Honey, you okay?"
MJ:"Yeah, I'm fine."
I walk outside and start walking. Peter ran up to me and looked worried.
MJ:"Pete, what's wrong?"
Peter:"Who gave you those bruises?" He said as he nod towards my old bruises my dad gave me.
MJ:"I told you last night it was those guys, tiger." I lied. Some of the bruises were, but the old ones still was on my skin.
Peter:"I know it wasn-"
MJ:"Why were you watching me getting dressed?" I said as I crossed my arms. We already stopped walking.
He stopped and looked at the ground
Peter:"Because I was worried about you." He said as he look up at me with those eyes. Something about his eyes was so intense snd sincere.
Peter:"When you told me last night..what they did...I just didn't know what to do."
Peter:"Who gave those old bruises to you?"
Come on Mary Jane, just tell him.
I cleared my throat.
MJ:"Well..um..Pete after you moved here...things got worse for me. Joseph started beating on me and Claire started doing cocaine. He was always drunk every night and she...started hoeing and he would beat on her..."
I started crying really hard. He startes rubbing my back. God that feels good.
Peter:"You don't have to tell me."
MJ:"No I have to tell you."
I took another deep breath.
MJ:"He put her in the hospital, one day I got out of the shower and he came in my room and he....raped me."
I saw his hand go into a fist and clenched it hard and his jaw locked really hard. That actually looked really sexy.
MJ:"I was 11 when he did that to me. And that's when I got my first piercing." I said as I showed him my belly button piercing.
MJ:"Then at age 13, I got my first tattoo."
I showed him the tattoo. He looked surprised.
MJ:"Then when I was 15 I....lost my virginity to some guy I didn't know at some nightclub my friend took me to."
MJ:"Then I became the school's slut in Los Angeles. I had sex with guys that just wanted sex. And not me. So, tiger, I'm just worthless."
I sniffled and wiped away my tears.
Peter:"You know MJ, you deserve so much better than that. I know you better than anyone. And whatever your da-Joseph did to you. You never deserve to be treated that way."
MJ:"Thanks tiger."
I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek. I blushed a little. I'm happy to have that boy in my life.