Scripted | Nick Jonas x Kendall Jenner

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I hope this one is as good as I hope it'd be... Have fun reading, btw, I really am busy. It's nearly Christmas and all... my FAV time of the year :D I really think I can do better than 'Nervous - Nick Jonas' but I really am stuck on what song I should put for this erratic chapter.

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I get anxiety when you're not with me
I'm a mess, yeah I get so erratic
But Know there's a part of me, that will always be
Breathless when you speak

Nervous - Nick Jonas

Nick Jonas's subconscious

(8:23 AM Saturday)

     I watched Kendall as she stared at me with hateful eyes. I guess I could live with that. Many people have given me those looks before— many times I have chosen to ignore them and punch them in the face.

     But I don't hit girls, so... I'm gonna have to try another tactic.

     I hastily turned to Joe, giving him a screwed-up look. "You're my brother, huh? Cute, OK, I don't see my brother standing in front of me, and I don't buy it. I don't care about you being my brother, and I probably won't care if I said I don't want you to be my brother either. Now just get out of my face— this day is probably gonna be a lot longer than it already is."

     I stepped back to my car but was jerked backward again by a pair of hands. It was Kendall, and she clearly has no idea she just made a big mistake.

     "What's your problem!?" she said, sounding kind of pissed off. For what, I wonder? "Literally, your brother is trying to be a good big brother, and according to him, he always has been trying to— so why're you pushing him away!?"

     I scowled under my breath before rolling my eyes, "Because I am what I am. Cruel. And I don't wanna change that, so you're gonna have to step back."

     Joe inclined his head before sticking his hands in his pockets, "Is that so? Then I don't believe you. I don't think you wanna be cruel. I think you're scared that the people you're trying to impress by doing all this crap is gonna start disliking you— when you do change."

     I growled again before giving him a hateful look. "I'm not gonna change and you can't make me. None of you. You think this is gonna do anything to it? You're wrong. I'm never gonna change because Andy decided to just bring up some kind of girl that has some kind of specialty over me—"

     "None of us thinks that," Kendall cut through my slowly boiling words of rage. "They just think that you would be less of a jerk with me. And don't get me wrong, but I kinda think you look like a guy who would punch a girl."

     I lunged at her, and Joe did, too, but I stopped myself, taking in a deep breath as I started to smile a little, staring at the ground. My therapist said it'd help me calm down my anger... in a way I wanted it.

     Kendall's fists were clenched, backing up as I looked up. "See!?" she spat out. "I was right."