"Everything for you..."

He warms my heart

"Let me walk you out" I said , I didn't want him to leave but he told me that he will be busy most of the time today . He noticed my sad face.
We were walking towards the door and then he held my face with one hand and kissed the side of my forehead .
"Ankita , how long has it been since we are together?" 
I looked at him and slapped his arm off my cheek softly .
"I don't know" I could see his smile .
"I am not counting days with you." I added .
"Exactly 1 year, today." He said and pulled me into a hug . Naitya has always been the one who remembers small details despite the fact he is busy with his life .
"How do you always remember dates? Not that you are free , you're busy with your life and look at me." I was upset with myself that I forget things easily.
We were still hugging each other when his hand went up my neck caressing my hair, "You're a part of my life too."
"Stop being so hard on yourself , let me do the major work here, it makes me want you more ." He added .
I pulled him out of the hug and pushed him out of the door . He started laughing .
"Go or you'll be late." I smiled.
He was leaving , then he turned "WAIT!, I cannot stop thinking about something." I looked at him and then inside the room from the door , thinking that he might have forgotten something in the room. But I still didn't understand .
I looked back at him. He was trying to remember something . And then I  shrugged showing that I don't know.
"You!!!"  He said with a smile.
Me?
"Me??!"
"Yes , you Ankita , You know I need to go to work , so I request you please get out of my head . You have become my sweetest distraction which I don't want to end but also want to end ." He leaned at the door looking at me.
I had no clue how to react . I blanked out.
He came towards me , leaned and whispered in my ears , "I can't get you out of my head and I have to work, please help me."
I could feel the goosebumps in my whole body.
He looked at my face . Again . It was all red. And I knew it . Again . It was a joke.
"Right now I am not kidding." He said walking towards the door.
He reached the hallway , turned and yelled , "Wait for me to come back and then we will sort out this problem together." He winked and disappeared.
Did I forget to mention that yes it's been a year since I know Naitya or I should being saying since I have been dating him . We had lots of fun . Together. Alone . I miss him but it's not the crazy urge I have for him . I think love is composed of urges what you feel when you like someone , right ? But it's not the same with Naitya. I feel at ease with him . No butterflies . For me , butterflies have always been a red flag. But he warms my heart.