"Everything for you..."

"Only if you want too"

"Don't tell me you're deciding on whether to kiss me or not because you're too excited and you are not able to control but you are controlling yourself from doing that because ...." He leaned towards my ears , grabbed my waist and pulled me towards him.
"....when we'll kiss there will be no end to it."
I got goosebumps, my face if I would have been able to see it right now , it would resemble a tomato or a red capsicum. Jet red. I was so flustered.
I pulled away from his chest and walked back without saying anything . I know if I will say anything Naitya will be having words to make me want him more. I did not look at him . I couldn't hear him laughing so it means he is not joking right now. He was serious about this whole thing . He followed me to the kitchen.
"What are we making tonight?"
I looked at him " 'We' are not making anything tonight , I will make something for you and you will sit and eat with me."
He began to shake his head , "Is it because you think I am tired?" . I nodded . Isn't it obvious , I know he is but again he will never admit that. I know him this much atleast .
"I don't think that you are tired , I know that Naitya."
He walked into the bedroom and came back after 5-10 mins . Maybe he wanted to freshen up.
"I took a nap, I am not tired now . Is that okay?"
He was smiling . I was smiling at his words.
"Now can we make dinner together? You know I am starving." He walked across the kitchen and pulled me up the kitchen counter. His hands were one on the either side of my thigh.
"What are you doing?" I asked him .
"What do you want me to do, Ankita?"
"I don't know , you said you were hungry a few minutes before."
He looked at me, walked towards me . He was close. So close.
"Yes Ankita starving . I am starving but not for the food."
"Yeah right. I know where this is going . I have a question." I came down of the kitchen table.
"Do they allow perverts to become a doctor?"
He started laughing .
"I am only a pervert in front of ...." He didn't complete it. Like he wanted me to assume anything . Like a book. An open ending.
We both were chopping vegetables. I was waiting for his response but he didn't say anything . I don't know what he is thinking right now but the more he makes me wait the more it will make me loose my patience.
"YOU!" He shouted. I was surprised
"Why are shouting? What you?"
"I am only a pervert in front of you, you make me loose my mind but also manage bring it back to normal. I feel that's how much of power you have on me and it doesn't worry me because being vulnerable in front of you makes me feel alive."
He wasn't looking at me . He was still chopping the vegetables.
I leaned towards his ears , "Only if I could kiss you ..."
He had no reaction like he was calculating something.
"Ankita , you can actually ." He leaned .
"Only if you want too." He whispered.