"Everything for you..."

"I wish the time to stop right now"

While we were having our dinner together , I decided to ask him about the picture later. He was telling me about how his day went and what kinds of patients he had to deal with. It was always so nice to hear him tell things about himself .
"Oh and also there was this guy..."
Everything faded in my ears cause my eyes were open and on him but my ears were not helping me.
"So you didn't miss me?" I asked .
"No , not even a bit." His hand held mine.
"Because you never left my mind in the first place, you are still here and you were still there." He smiled.
I was overwhelmed, so happy , it was all dreamy for me to get a guy like Naitya or I would rather say , a man like Naitya. He was not Naive like other guys I have dated .
We finished the dinner and I did the dishes this time . I came back and Naitya was still sitting on the sofa waiting for me.
"Can I ask you something?" I sat next to him .
"Anything." He nodded.
I scrolled through my phone and showed him the picture of three of us .
"When was this picture taken?"
Naitya raised his eyebrows like he was shocked to know that I still had this picture . I looked at his face and now he was trying to recall.
"Okay ....so .......you know Mansi is my high school friend."
"What?! Naitya, I didn't know that." I was again surprised about the fact that I don't know that they both are high school buddies. I was not upset about the fact that Naitya didn't tell me because we hardly talked about Mansi. It made us both sad.
"Soo..." he started.
"Mansi always used to talk about her college friend named Ankita ..." he pulled me towards him and put his arm around my waist , I could feel his chest on mine.
"I was intrigued, and I wanted to see who is this friend that Mansi used to rant about." He was caressing my face.
"Rant?!"  I glared at him and laughed.
"Yes, no ! Not rant but yes she used to talk about you a lot , that's why we decided to meet you one day." Now both of his arms were around my waist , looking at me like he was prepared what I was going to ask him next.
"Okay , but ...." I was thinking .
"How do I not remember that?" I looked at him and he was looking at me , his face told me that he was not willing to answer the question .
"It was the day when Mansi died." He said softly .
I regretted asking him . Yes I did. I didn't want to remember that she is not here with me because I could feel she was . He hugged me. And I was not crying because I think my tears were not allowing me to cry.
Naitya held my face with his hands.
"I am sorry , I didn't tell you about it , I didn't want too....." He was sad and I could understand why .
"Its fine , I know you were scared for me that's why you didn't tell me." I hugged him back.
I didn't notice his face was soo close to mine when he asked .
"Can I kiss you?"
My body went numb.
"You can stop me if you don't want too , I'll count till three."
It was so fast in the moment , I couldn't process what he said.
And in that moment our lips were crashing . It felt like he was owning the kiss. His hands never left my face and my hands were in his hair pulling him towards me. It Felt like he wanted it to be our first and last kiss altogether. And I am not gonna lie when I say that IT WAS AMAZING. Our lips parted each other , he looked at me, my face was in still in his hands and my hands were caressing his hair when he said
" The way you are looking at me, I wish the time to stop right now ." He cupped my face in his hands and kissed me again.