Heaven in Hiding (Negan)

Chapter 53**

It was an early morning for us. We always woke up early on Tuesdays to help pick the crops. Jenny really enjoyed doing it so even tho I'm not a morning person here I was. Up before the sun making us breakfast. Jenny dressing in a pair of overalls, some boots and a cute yellow tshirt. We ate and off we went. Today it was time to pick some corn. The woman at the building handed us each a large basket and off we went. The sun was all the way up now and Jenny had so much energy. I couldn't help but smile as she ran around looking for ripe corn to pluck from the stocks. I was pulled from watching her by the sounds of voices. It was the other group. I let Jenny know I was going to the other side and walked over. It was them.
"Leaving already?" I asked.
"Guess so." Luke spoke.
"Well. I hope you guys stay safe out there." I told them.
"Mama!" Jenny called as she ran toward me from the corn stocks. I turned right as she got to me. "Look what I found!" She said holding out an empty acorn.
"Wow. Cool." I said trying to sound impressed.
"I'm going to give it to Daddy." She said stuffing it into her pocket.
"So this is your daughter?" Luke asked.
"Yup. This is Jenny. Jenny this is Luke." I told her.
"Hi!" She said with a smile. I introduced her to the rest of their groups before she ran off in search of more acorns.
"She's a mini you." Magna said with a smile as she put her backpack on.
"Yeah." I laughed. "Not sure that's a good thing."
We said our goodbyes and as they were starting to leave Michonne rode up on her horse. She said she was taking them to another community. "Wait. Hilltop?" I asked her.
"Yes. I'll go with them and do all the talking."
"Okay. Thank you for not kicking them out. I like them a lot."
"We'll see." Michonne said as she turned around. The other followed her.
"See you guys around." I said waving to them all as they left from the gates. I went back to picking corn with Jenny. We handed in our full baskets and went about our day. Because of the new groups we didn't go out so I was stuck inside again.

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Negan sat in his cell as Gabriel spoke. He's been coming once a week for the last few months to speak to him. Not necessarily a religious thing. More spiritual. They do always end up talking about life which is how Negan learned Rosita and him were an item. Negan sat there tossing a ball at his wall then catching it and repeating the process.
"Do you even feel that you are getting any benefit of out sessions?" Gabe asked.
"Well, I'm reminded another week has passed. Don't take it personal Gabe. I know I'm never gettin out of here. I'm never gonna hold my girls again. Other then the once a year on Jenny's birthday. We're never gonna be a normal family together. But. I do appreciate you coming down here to help me. Especially when I started givin up. I got everything I need now. That window right here-"
"The one Prue and Jenny sneak to?" Gabe asked and Negan chuckled.
"Yup. At least I can hear and see my girls but it ain't the same. You know."
"I know."
"But, I hear so many conversations. It's like tv."
"Acceptance is the first step." Gabe spoke. "Life needs to have meaning."
"You know I heard Rosita chatting up a storm the other day."
"I don't need you to tell me about Rosita." Negan chuckled.
"Yeah well. That's fine then. But she wasn't talking about you."
"How about we talk next week." Gabriel said before he left. Not wanting to deal with Negans mouth. Gabriel really didn't get what Prudence saw in him.

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Next day was more of the same. Michonne didn't come back and I heard that Rosita was hurt. Night fell fast because of the storm. Jenny was fast asleep. The thunder always put her to bed quickly. I was downstairs cleaning up our dinner plates. I put them in the sink and washed them quickly. I dried my hands and picked up my book then sat down on the couch. I put my feet up on the coffee table and started to read. I got a few chapters in before my eyes started to feel heavy. I put the book against my chest and closed my eyes. I intended just to rest them but I must have fell asleep.

I woke up to the feeling of being carried and I subconsciously nuzzled into the chest of the person holding me. I heard a familiar chuckle as it radiates from their chest. My eyes fluttered open to see Negan right as he laid me down in my bed. My eyes shot open and sat straight up. I blinked a few times before I reached my hand out to his cheek. He put his hand over mine.
"Negan?" I asked hoping I wasn't dreaming.
"Hey Doll" he said with a smile.
"Wait. How did you-"
"Don't ask questions Doll." He said before connecting his lips with mine. God how I missed his lips. I missed the feeling of home. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled In closer to me. The kiss lasting so long my lips felt like they were going numb. We pulled away for just a moment. I bit my bottom lip and went right for him. My hands desperately trying to unbutton his shirt as my lips met his once again. Once the buttons were undone I threw his shirt open and off. My hands feeling his chest as his hands went under my shirt to my breasts. I let out a moan as I felt his right hand grab my right breast. His thumb and pointer finger quickly started pinching and pulling my nipple.
"Fuck," I gasped breaking the kiss to lean my head back to expose my neck. Negan took the invitation and started kissing and nibbling at my neck. The rough of his beard reminding me this was all real. This was happening.
His free hand pulled my shirt up and off revealing my top half to him. His kisses made their way to my nipple as he started to suck and nibble on my left breast and kneaded my right with his hand. My hands gripping the sheets as I arched my back.
"Negan~" I whined as he swirled his tongue around my now sensitive nipple. "Please~"
"Please what Doll?" He asked in a gruff voice as he moved his face back up to mine.
"I need you. Please Negan." I begged. He chuckled.
"Let's not rush this Darlin. I want to touch every single part of you." He said sending a shiver down my spine as he undid my pants and pulled them off. His lips left mine again as his right hand rubbed me through my panties. I pushed my hips into his hand begging for more as if my moans and whining wasn't enough to beg. His lips formed a smirk as I did so. He hooked my panties and pulled them to the side before he pushed two fingers into me. I let out a gasp as he started to pump them in and out.
"Holy. Shit.  Doll. You are so fucking wet. It's like you missed me or something." He chuckled before replacing his fingers with his tongue. My toes spread and my head went back as the pleasure radiated through my body. Negans hands gripping my ass as he ate me out expertly. His tongue flicking my clit in the perfect timing and his beard giving me the perfect stimulation.
"Negan~" I moaned out in pure ecstasy, rolling my hips against his mouth. I felt the build up start to form before he pulled away and he laid me down on the bed now hovering over me. I looked up at him for a moment before reaching my hands up to either side of his face and pulling him into another kiss,his fingers finding their way back inside me. God I didn't want to separate from him. I missed him so much. Eventually he pulled his fingers from me and broke our kiss. I watched as he put his drenched fingers into his mouth making me blush. "You're just as sweet as I remember."
"Negan please. Stop fucking teasing me." I said annoyed as my hands went down and undid his pants. He stood up and took his pants and boxers off as I kicked off my panties. He went over and closed and locked the bedroom door before climbing on top of me. I watched as he hovered over me. Seeming to take it all in before positioning himself at my entrance. My heart was racing as he slowly pressed himself into me.
"Holy fuck. You're so fucking tight Doll." I whimpered as he pushed himself into me. I almost forgot how big he was. He started slowly before picking up the pace. My nails racking across his back as he started to pound into me.
"Negan~ please. More. Fuck me harder." I begged him.
"Shit Doll. Don't gotta ask me twice." He said pulling out before grabbing my hips and flipping me to my front. He pulled my hips toward his and thrusted deep inside me. It was almost too much as I moaned into my pillow. Not wanting to be too loud. The sound of our skin hitting filled the room along with a string of cursing from Negan. His fingertips sure to leave bruises on my hips. His right hand moving to my clit to help me along. Meaning he was close. "Come on Doll. Cum for me. I want you to soak my fucking dick." He whispered in my ear. I moaned as his thrusts got more desperate. I felt the knot in my gut finally release as I let out a loud moan. My walls clenched Negan as he thrusted deep and hard before filling me up. He thrusted a few more times before he slowly pulled out gaining a whimper from me. I turned around to my back and looked up at him. His hand reaching for my cheek as he caressed it for a moment before kissing me. He laid down next to me and I put my head on his chest. His arm wrapping around my waist.
A few moments passed and I looked up at him.
"I love you." I told him. He glanced down at me and smiled.
"I love you too Prue."
"Sooo, are we going again or are you too old for that?" I asked with a smirk.
"Well fuck. I ain't that old. You bet your ass we're going again."
I giggled before he got on top of me.
I missed this so much.