Heaven in Hiding (Negan)

Part 9

I felt the warmth radiating from behind me as a pair of strong arms pulled me closer. I shifted my position to turn around and was met with Negan. He was still sleep and holding onto me tightly. It took me a few minutes but I remembered what happened. Fuck. Shit. Did we really? I mean we obviously did. I sort of wanted it to be a dream. It went against everything I said. I sighed as I watched him breathing. I couldn't help but smile as I watched him sleep. He looked so non threatening and dare I say it,cute? I went to sit up but was immediately pulled back down into his chest. I turned toward him and poked him in the forehead.
"Let me up," I complained gaining a groan from him. "Come on." I whined. I felt him shift in the bed and prop himself up on his elbows.
"Damn Doll are you always this whiny in the morning?" He asked amused as he got out of bed.
"No," I grumbled sitting up,holding the covers over my chest. Negan cocked an eyebrow.
"Prue I've seen it all. You don't need to hide darlin'."
"Whatever. Can I use your shower?" I asked.
"Yeah. Go head." He said walking into the bathroom. "But I'm using it too." I rolled my eyes and followed him. We both took actual showers but he got out first. I stood there in the shower letting the hot water hit my body. The water in his room was way hotter then mine. Made sense since he was the leader and all. After another ten minutes of relaxing I turned the knobs off and stepped out. I grabbed a towel he had out for me and wrapped myself,letting my wet hair down. I went to grab my clothes when I remembered I didn't bring them in.
"Fuck." I cursed and walked out into his room. "Hey where are my-" I stopped as I stood in shock seeing Simon standing there. Simons eyes were equally as shocked as he looked at me. I panicked and went right back into the bathroom,slamming the door behind me. Shit shit shit. There goes keeping this under wraps. I stood there with every thought possible going around in my head. I was brought back by a knock to the door. I opened it to see Negan holding my clothes. I smiled and took them.
"What's the matter Doll? Embarrassed?" He joked.
"Kind of. I didn't want anyone to fucking know about this."
"And why the fuck not?"
"Because! I already get enough shit from people. Plus this meant nothing. Just a good fuck. Right?" I asked looking at him.
"Sure," he agreed.
"Yeah. Good." I told him as I started to get dressed in front of him. "Because I don't like you. You know that right?" I asked.
"You remind me at least once a day Doll," he chuckled.
"Good." I smiled and finished getting dressed. "I gotta go. I have shit to do." I told him patting his arm as I left the room. I took a big breath and exhaled as I made my way through the halls back to my room. Luckily I didn't run into anyone. I changed into new clothes and started toward the fence. Honestly, I wanted to see Jared working the fence. That asshole deserved that. As I made the last turn to get outside I saw Simon. We both stopped and stared at eachother for a bit before I walked over to him.
"Hey about back at Negans room,"
"It's fine. I won't tell no one." Simon interrupted. I smiled.
"Thanks Simon."
"How long have you two been-"
"That was the first and ONLY time." I told him crossing my arms. "We were drunk and horny. That's all." He eyed me a bit. We've worked together long enough to know that was a lie.
"Okay. See ya later kid." He said patting my back as he walked away. I sighed and went outside to see the people working the fence. It was a hard and humiliating job. We had walkers stuck on spears,Rods and tied to the fence. It was what I snuck through to get in when I first got here. After that they added a lot more walkers. What these workers had to do was reposition the walkers and fix them if they were falling from the stakes. I smirked when I saw Jared. He was pushing a walker back to its spot and it was trying to bite him. I saw him jump and wiggle to avoid becoming one of them. It was great. I felt an arm snake around my waist and I automatically threw my elbow back but it was caught. I turned to see Negan. I furrowed my brows and pulled away.
"Damn. You're always ready to fight aren't you?" He laughed.
"Don't touch me. Don't think last night changed anything between us." I told him sternly as I wagged my finger at him. He threw Lucille over his shoulder and nodded. "Good."
"You like that?" He asked motioning toward the struggling Jared.
"Yes!" I shouted. "That asshole deserves every bit of this." I told him as shifted my gaze toward Dwight. He was shoving the Redneck into the gate.
"He's trying to break him. He's getting close." Negan said in a sing song voice.
"It's only been a few days. You sure he's breaking already?" I asked.
"Look at em. Dwighty boy knows what he's doing."
"I guess," I leaned forward against the rail and watched. "Why'd you never have me do this shit?"
"You didn't need it. You knew you belonged here."
"Yeah. I guess. I just..."
"Just want Doll?"
"I don't get how they see us as the bad guys. They're the ones who killed our guys in their damn sleep." I said balling my fists. "And we keep other groups safe."
"They don't wanna see the big picture. And that's on them. They're people are gonna keep gettin killed because Rick won't get his head outta his ass."
"Yeah," I agreed and stood up. "I'm gonna see if anyone needs help since I don't have a run today." I walked back inside and toward the kitchen. Jen saw me and waved me over. "Hey. You need help?" I asked.
"You want to help chop carrots?"
"Sure." She handed me a cutting board ,knife and a few carrots. I started chopping.
"Sooooo," she said ready to gossip. "Wanna know what I heard?"
"Go for it,"
"I heard Negan might be divorcing Amber soon. Because she's been drinking or something." I turned to look at her.
"Really?"
"Yeah. And I heard the wives talking. Negan didn't go to them last night." I felt myself stiffen up.
"Is-is that weird?" I asked.
"Oh yeah. He goes to them every night."
"They don't go to his room?"
"No. They're not allowed. They stay in the wife room." I stopped chopping carrots. Then Why the hell let me in there? I wondered. "Hey. You okay?"
"Yeah. I'm fine. Just tired." I smiled as I chopped. About an hour passed and I finished up the carrots. As I was walking throughout the sanctuary I heard Negan and Dwight talking. I stopped at the door way and heard them talking about the redneck. Negan offered his wives to Dwight but he declined. Something came through the radio and off Dwight went. Negan must have saw me and motioned for me to go to him.
"Wanna have some fun?" He asked with a smirk. I narrowed my eyes. "Relax. I meant with the redneck.
"Oh. Well then. Yeah." I told him getting excited. He explained what to do and I immediately agreed.