𝚁𝚞𝚗 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚈𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝙳𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜||𝚈.𝙹

4

Y/n's POV

There he was sitting beside one of the producers... The one who supported and nurtured BTS until they've become South Korea's pride!

He finally spoke as he told me to begin my audition. I remembered that there's an order when you auditioned. You need to sing,rap and dance. So I sang Lilac by IU, when I finished they give me good feedbacks about my vocals and they told me to carry on with the audition. I proceed to rap Boss Bitch by Doja cat. I even asked if they're okay if the rap has some swearing and all! Guess what? They just laughed at me and said yes! I was so embarrassed but of course I need to hide that so instead I just smiled at them. When I finished they also give me feedbacks about my rapping skills, I was told that I did a good job but they know that I can improve my rapping skills more.

This is it! This is where I'm more nervous of... Dancing! Gosh, i know how to dance but I'm not that good! My hands are sweating as they told me to get into formation. I closed my eyes and did the infamous method of calming yourself down which is the inhale and exhale method. After doing so I started dancing
Go Big or Go home by one of my favorite korean idols named Enhypen.

Now, it's time for the feedbacks... I'm nervous and I'm sweaty. "You have a great facial expressions when you sing, rap and dance. You just need to let the music to take over your entire body and feel the flow of it. Y/n you are very talented and when I look at you i see great potential and passion that's all, our company will send you an email if you got in. Thank you" Bang-Pd nim said. I smiled at him, thanked them before bowing and leaving.

When I got out of the room that the Audition is being held i saw the others that are still waiting. I got lucky my name was called in the first day of audition. I smiled at the girls and bowed at them before walking out and I immediately call 언니 Laura.
" 언니(eonni), I did it! I just finished. I was pretty nervous but I received good feedbacks" I squeled. "Really?! That's a good sign,Y/n! Hang on I'll pick you up. Give me 10 mins and I'll be there, bye bye!" She said energetically to which I respond with a delightful "okay!"

She finally arrived not long after we dropped the call. 언니(eonni) bombarded me with questions when I sat at the passenger seat, so I filled her up with what happen when she's out. She couldn't stop squeling about the fact that I got good feedbacks. When she finally calms down I took my phone and dialed my grandmother's phone as I'm aware that both of my parents are probably at work right now.

When my grandmother finally answered her phone i greet her with my voice full of energy "Grandma! How are you?" She responds with "I'm fine dear one, how about you? I think you've got some exciting news considering that you're this energetic and happy."

"I do have a great news to deliver, grandma. I actually just finished my audition and I got some pretty good feedbacks! I was so nervous but then I remembered your words and held my head high" I said. I couldn't stop talking I was so happy to talk to her it's been a very busy week that I didn't get to talk to them properly. I miss  them too much for my own good. "That's great! We're so proud of you, Y/n. We miss and love you, always remember that! I should get going your sister and brother wants to go to the park so your grandpa and I will be taking them there. Talk to you soon, honey. Take care!" My grandma said and I told her that I love them too. After that I dropped the call and look at the drivers seat only to find my friend smiling at me proudly.

Days passed and the auditions are finally over. I'm dreading to know the results, my anxiety's building up with every minute that passed by. I couldn't sit still. Today is Saturday the day that the results are supposed to be announced and 언니(eonni) doesn't have anything to do. So we just sat here at the couch in our living room. Both of our hands are sweaty and beads of sweats all over our foreheads, the suspense is killing us!

I was getting lightheaded but then my phone *dings* indicating that there was a notification. We both jump up&down while squeling.

When I checked my phone it was only a notification from an app that I used to play when I'm bored. "Oops, false alarm!" I said laughing but we both know I was pretty sad. We we're both expecting to receive an email form them but as the time went by and it's already dark outside we lost hope. So I told her that I'll audition to another company.

It's finally time to eat and we both were sitting across from eachother. None of us talked at all, we just ate our dinner quietly. When we're done I helped her with cleaning the table while she washes the dishes. I finished up and went straight to my room.