Reborn (Larry Stylinson) (B2)

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The time that Louis and I have been spending away from the hero world has been well spent. I've officially been featured in Supernatural as Louis's love interest. My acting skills have been shockingly impressive and the fans have stated many times that they were very excited to see the finished season. Louis and I have been focusing on us and our baby a lot more too and these moments have been so amazing. Seeing my baby, and seeing her with her daddy just melts my heart completely. Imagine how it would be like when we're married and we have even more kids. Yes, it has gotten that serious. Sue me for wanting so much with my baby daddy.

However, it has gotten a bit bad lately. Not within our relationship. Our relationship is perfectly fine and I'm really happy with where we are at. We are taking our time and everything, but there's something wrong.

It's Niall and Liam. The two of them never visited us this past month and the last time that I talked to Niall, he said that he was just going to be doing some things with Liam in the U.S. I figured that he wanted to improve his portfolio and have some more people as his models. Liam never closed down the idea of being a thing, but I think Niall just wanted to use him as an example to the world. Just to show that he can take pictures of other people too. Not just me.

Louis told me that Liam said the same thing when it came to what he was up to. We just figured that they were trying to keep up with their careers as well. They didn't want the public to know of their secret life of course and we were the same way. The time frame of when we did it, we practically went dead in the public eye. I thought that they wanted to keep it alive, but now it's getting a bit scary.

I had a photoshoot with Cardi B and it was for her newest release of sneakers by Rebook. I thought that Niall would've texted me about it, because he always sends me words of encouragement when I'm about to model for another photographer. Louis was there though and I didn't think that anything was weird just yet. It was only a few days of him not talking to me, and he is a pretty busy guy. I'm sure that I wouldn't be as constant with text messages, but it's getting weird now.

The two of them always visit us once every week, but they haven't called or stopped by. Which had me thinking about the way that Niall was acting before he vanished from the face of the earth.

I texted him first, sending a picture of my daughter and I talked about how cute she is. What he normally does is agree with me. He doesn't send me a picture of Liam because he loves Jay. He will take any opportunity to compliment my daughter and he would call me that night. Just to talk to her. He loves her like an uncle would with his niece. Now, it's gone bad because Jay is starting to cry for them. She doesn't cry a lot, but when she does, it's for someone rather than for something. Her crying for something is rare. However, her crying for someone is common.

Then there was him talking about Liam and that picture that he sent. He doesn't do that. I'm the one who sends random pictures of my lover. He's more of a private person. He doesn't really do PDA like how Louis and I do. He doesn't post about Liam often and he rarely tweets about his love life. He doesn't send messages about him either. Not that much anyways. It's just not him to send a picture of him.

When it came to my photoshoot with Cardi...it would be normal for him to refuse being the photographer of the shoot, but he would definitely try to stop by for a little bit. Then there was the last thing that we talked about before things went dead on his end.

We were talking about scheduling and he talked about how he has a shoot that following week to attend to for Gucci. That's weird itself because it's only me that Gucci talks about. I even called them this morning and they said that they wouldn't ask for Niall without me. They said that we were a packaged deal and they weren't wrong about that. Niall wouldn't do a shoot for a company that I adore without me included.