Lonely

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Me and Alec have been dating for a few years.
I've known him since I was 12.
We are now 27.
We also live together.
But he's also always busy in studio recording or writing music.
I often feel lonely.
It's hard not having him here.
I check my phone to see the time.
I don't even know when he'll be home.
It's a different time everyday. I've tried to get used to it I really have but I just can't.

I got off of the couch and walked into our small bedroom.
I pulled back the blankets and covered myself with them.
I was feeling lonely again, or numb. I don't know how to put it.
I laid on my pillow as if it was a person.
I texted Alec. "When will you be home?"
He simply replied with "on my way right now"
I smiled a bit.

It's been a few minutes.
I heard the door knob rattle.
I jumped up out of bed and ran  to the living room.
"Hey beautiful!" Alec said sitting his stuff down.
I ran over and hugged him as tight as I could.
"Woah, you alright Love?" He said holing me back in a hug.
"Yeah I just missed you." I said replying.
I grabbed his hand and dragged him into our room.
I laid down in the bed and gestured for him to come lay down next to me.
"Huh?" He asked.
"I want to cuddle, duh." I said laughing.
"Ohh." He said laughing while climbing next to me.
I rested on his chest.
Alec played with my hair until I fell asleep.
I eventually did fall asleep on his chest.
"I love you Y/n." Was the last thing I heard before I fell asleep.

" Was the last thing I heard before I fell asleep

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