"I can't ever love someone like you." Those words reran over my head again and again. It hurt more each time. Just as I thought as I was finally over him, everything hit me at once. It feels like I got hit with a truck. It doesn't help that I have see his ugly face every.single.day. I finally got on the bus and put my AirPods in. I blasted Alec Benajmins music until I couldn't hear anything. His music always comforts me. He; himself, comforts me. It's just sad because he doesn't even know I exist. I've always hoped that some day I will find someone who actually makes me this happy. Maybe in another life. Where the boy isn't a celebrity I'm head over heals in love with.
I ran into my room and opened my closet door. I moved every single hanger until I found what I was looking for. My 2021 Alec benjamin tour hoodie. It's my comfort hoodie. The only problem is I can not get the smell out. It smells exactly like me to a T. I always wear it when I'm having a rough time. No matter how hot it is. I slipped it on and ran over to my bed. I put my AirPods back in and blasted his music. I cried myself to sleep.
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