only bullshit (cancelled)

part 11

(Continuing part 10) enjoy reading!

Heathers pov:

— "My place?" Moe asked. I nodded, bitting my lip. I knew i'd be in deep shit for skipping but all i could even focus on was moe. I looked out the window, trying to knock off my gaze. That was until i felt moe's hand lay on my inner thigh.

I was startled a little bit, i looked at her hand- then her. She wasn't looking back, her other hand on the wheel, her curls blowing into her face from the wind.. She didn't care though, and it was kinda hot.

I gulped harshly and continued looking out the window, i felt her hand began rising. I felt as if i pooled in my panties. I began closing my thighs together a bit, not wanting her to do anything else at the moment.

She moved her hand down, noticing i was uncomfortable.. She just gave soft thumb strokes on my thigh. Sometimes it was like she had a soft spot for me, its cute.

We soon arrived at her house and we both got out of the car, i followed behind moe as she unlocked the door. She moved aside, letting me go through. "Oh no you can go" I told her, stepping back a bit. "No, you." She sighed. "No really i insist!" I told her. She shook her head at me, i tilted mine.

"Pretty girls go first." She told me. I froze, i felt myself blush, i looked down and walked in her house. I smiled while she was shutting the door, i bit the inside of my cheek. I looked back to see what was taking her so long, she was right behind me. It scared me a bit but our lips instantly met again.

I felt us both smile between the kiss, our lips smashing against each other. She lead me to her bedroom, making me walk backwards. Our lips never left sight though. Once we got in she pushed me on down her bed, going over and shutting the door- locking it.

I panicked. I bit my lip, trying to keep calm. She ran over to me, we giggled. Colliding our lips again, she sat on my lap. I gripped her thighs, making sure to be gentle with her delicate body. She stopped kissing and i was confused, "Wait are you sure you-?" She asked out of breath.

"Huh?" I told her. "Are you sure you want to- you know.. kiss me? I don't want you to be uncomfortable if we get a little-" I immediately understood. "I want to kiss you." I whispered, she nodded, hesitating and kissed me again.

I layed her down, getting on top of her. She was so flustered, she put her legs around my waist, pulling me down to kiss her. I pulled away, going to attack her neck. I gave her soft pecks on her skin, hearing her sigh.

She tugged at my hair, i'm guessing wanting me to kiss harder. I gripped her neck, lifting her chin up, sucking on her skin below her jawline close to her ear. I felt her gasp, her heartbeat get faster, her soft quiet moans getting louder. I still kissed on her skin, but i went and unzipped her jeans.

Putting my hand in her underwear. I touched around her skin, and felt that spot i was looking for, i began rubbing her, going back to kiss her lips. I felt her moan in my mouth, it making my lips tingle.

She pulled my closer, kissing my cheek, attacking my collarbone. I put my hand to the side, moaning. I tried to keep myself up, not wanting to fall on her. I continued rubbing her and she crawled her hand to mine, guiding me. She fell back into the sheets, throwing her head back.

Her mouth open and her eyebrows furrowed. She stopped and pushed me up, tugging at my shirt, "Please.." I bit my lip, raising my hands- feeling my shirt come straight off. She whimpered, kissing me. I layed my hand on her hip, she groped one of my breasts.

Making me sigh, she ran her hands down my back, slipping her hands in the back of my jeans, trying to get to my ass. I felt my back arch, she unbuttoned my shorts, pulling them off and moving me to her lap.

I put my hands around her neck, liking the feeling of our lips touching. She squeezed my ass, laying her hands there. I moaned in her mouth, trying to not make a sound. "You're so beautiful." Moe whispered between our kiss, out of breath. We stopped kissing, i looked at her, just admiring her chocolate brown eyes.

I always get so lost in them, and i had no idea why. She looked at me, getting close to my face, staring at my lips. I bit my lip, licking it. I didn't look away from her, but pulled her shirt off. She didn't have a bra, her breasts exposed to me. She got insecure and looked down, avoiding my eye. "Hey, hey..Look at me.." I whispered.

She bit her lip and looked at me, obviously uncomfortable. "I love you." I told her, she widened her eyes. "W..What?" She asked. I got embarrassed, 'was that too soon?' 'why did you say that?' 'am i dreaming? did i really just say that-' i thought to myself, "Y..Yeah?.." I whispered. Regretting my words.

She backed up, putting on her shirt.. I instantly knew i fucked up. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, getting up. "Uhm.. Did i do something?" I asked. "You don't love me.. Why would you say that?" She sighed. "What are you talking about?" I scoffed. She rolled her eyes, "You act like your so into me, but you're still fucking around with someone else." She shouted.

"I- I'm confused! I don't want anyone else so what are you-" She cut me off, "Ray!" "Ray, heather. You love ray." I got up, "Are you serious? He's my ex! I don't love him.. I never did. I love YOU, moe.." I tried to hug her, "No! No don't fucking touch me. If he's your ex why are you hanging out with him? Huh? Why were you fucking him in the back of his truck?" I widened my eyes. 'Shit.' i thought to myself.

"It's..It's complicated.. But it's not like that!" I sighed. She laughed sarcastically, wiping her tear- sniffing. She opened her bedroom door. "Get out." She told me, looking at the ground." "Moe-" "OUT." She pointed outside her door, clenching her jaw.

I froze, i got my pants back on, grabbing my shirt and walking out of her bedroom door. She slammed it immediately. I began to hear faded sobs, i sighed. Putting my shirt on and walking out her front door.. I forgot she drove me here. I didn't have a ride.

I sighed, groaning. I decided to call my mom, but.. She didn't answer, i called Natalie too.. No answer. My only option was ray, and i didn't know if he was busy or not. I gave him a call, he answered immediately.

"Miss me already huh, doll?" He sighed.
I sighed, "Sure.. You busy? I need a ride.. Kinda stranded." I asked.
"Yeah send me the address and i'll be on my way." He told me.
"Great.. Thanks." I hanged up the call and gave him the address.

I sighed, pacing around moe's driveway until ray arrived. I walked to his truck, "Finally." I got in the passenger seat, sighing and putting on my seat belt. "Where to darlin?" He asked, smirking at me. "Don't call me 'darlin'..My place if that's cool." He nodded, "You got it."

The car ride to my house was quiet. I just wanted to talk to moe, i sighed. I just wish i could make things right with her.. I truly did care about her, and wanted to be with her, i'm so stuck.. Like i can't move forward.

I just want her.. And only her. I wanted to make things right. I wanted to give her all the love i could offer.. I loved her, i do.. love her.

Ray had to run a few places, which pissed me off.. I just wanted to go home. Soon we finally arrived at my place, i undid my seat belt. "Thanks." He nodded, "Anytime gorgeous." I rolled my eyes, getting out of his truck. I walked up to my trailer, unlocking the door. I saw my mom in the living room, talking to..Ben?

He saw me, "There you are, i was looking for you.. Have you seen moe?" I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion, "Yeah? I was just with her.. At your house." He shook his head, "She wasn't there.. And she isn't answering my calls." I shrugged, putting my binder down, "Maybe she's busy?"

"No way.. She always tells me where she goes.. It's late, can you come with me please? Im worried.." I sighed, "Sure.." Ben sighed of relief, "I'll be back." I told my mom, "Okay baby" She replied, finishing her cigarette.

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