only bullshit (cancelled)

part 8

Hey guys! wow i haven't updated in a while, that hasn't happened before um im really sorry about that.. Crazy schedule and no motivation to write, or time really.. Anyways, enjoy reading <3

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April 16th, 2018
Heathers pov:

I woke up at Natalie's house, i felt terrible. My head was pounding and my stomach was hurting. I forgot that we had that party last night, as soon as i remembered about it i thought of moe.. What happened between me and her last night.

It was my first time doing anything with a girl, i never thought i'd like it more than ever, even if i wanted it at 9am. Natalie was snoring on the other side of me. But i don't remember how i even got here in the first place.

I groaned, sitting up and reaching for my phone. I got a text from my volleyball team,

Coach
Hey everyone! Practice today at 11AM!! Be there :)

I sighed. Getting up, it was only 9:56am but it would be nice to be ready. I walked up to nat's closet, she had and extra pair of volleyball shorts and a shirt. I sighed of relief. I walked to Nat's bathroom, changing. I let my hair down, brushing it. I put it in a high ponytail just so it will get out of my face.

I grabbed a rag and washed the smeared lipstick from my face. I didn't have my toothbrush so i just grabbed a breath mint from Nat's moms stack. I groaned, walking back to nat's room. She was up.

"Oh hey, i didn't know you were up." She sighed. "Yeah, i forgot we have volleyball practice today." I told her, sitting on her bed. "Is that my set?" She asked looking at my clothes. "Oh- yeah sorry i didn't have mine." She nodded, "Its cool.. Dude that party was crazy." She smiled. "You only liked it cause ben right?" I smirked.

She playfully rolled her eyes. "No, not necessarily." I gave her 'The look' "Sure.." I whispered. "Hey don't get all up on me.. Me and ben heard you and moe last night when everyone left." I widened my eyes, "W-what? What are you talking about?" I asked.

She smirked and began making moaning noises and bouncing on her bed. "Mmm moe oh my god you feel so good! Fuck.." I smacked her arm. "Dude okay gross.. And it wasn't even like that." I shouted. She stopped bouncing and began laughing.

"Why is that so funny?" I asked, getting embarrassed. "Because, i never knew you were into that sex shit." I widened my eyes, "It wasn't sex!! Just.. Kissing." I looked down. "So straddling faces was just kissing?" "Dude!" "I told you.. Just kissing! In places thats it!" She snorted. "Whatever you say."

I shivered from the conversation we just discussed. Clearing my throat, "Okay well we have practice in 20 minutes." She layed back down. "Im skipping." I sighed, "Natalie." "Heather!" I shook my head, "Fine.. Well i'm gonna go now just to be a bit early." "To see moe i'm guessing?" I stopped, looking back at her.

She snorted and i rolled my eyes. I put on my sneakers and left her house. Walking. It was cold, and i forgot a jacket. I crossed my arms, i didn't think anything of it.. The gym was only like 6 blocks from her house.

About 10 minutes had passed and i was still walking. Until i heard a honk by me and i looked over. It was ray, my ex boyfriend. I scoffed and kept walking. His car was following my steps. "Hey sweetheart. Why you walking in the cold?" I rolled my eyes, "Go away ray." "Come on, the least thing i can do is give you a lift."

I stopped. "Since when do you want to give me anything? We are done and you know that." "Who said it had anything to do with dating?" He laughed. "I have a girlfriend." "Good for you! What are you stalking me?" I asked. "Just get in, your going to practice, its not far from here." I forgot that he always used to take me to practice in the mornings.

I hesitated and walked to his car, i mean it was pretty cold anyway. I sighed, opening the car door and getting in his truck. He pulled off immediately, "You cold?" He felt my hand. I pulled away. He turned the heat on, it felt so good. "That's nice." I groaned.

"So you with anyone yet pretty girl?" He asked. I sighed, "That isn't your concern." He nodded. "Right i forgot, your a dyke now." I looked at him, "What did you just say?" He looked at me, trying to keep his  eyes on the road, "Your a dyke." He shrugged. I was confused how the fuck he knows. "How..What?" I asked. "Your with moe aren't you?"

"How the fuck do you know that?" I asked worried. He chuckled, "Your drunk ass last night posted a picture of you and moe kissing.. Its viral dude." He snorted. I gasped softly, getting out my phone. I opened instagram and there were so many comments.

The picture had 2,689 likes and 1,243 comments. I only had 78 followers.. How did this happen? I checked the comments and it was.. Interesting.

"Okay heather..Eating your best friend i see?"
"What? I didn't know you were gay?"
"What the fuck?"
"Oo i wanna see this in person"
"Beautiful girls"
"DAMN"
"Ok thats hot ngl"
"Go live"

Most of it was just creeps, but half was my friends.. I panicked and deleted the post immediately. I went to my feed and EVERYONE was posting it. I checked moe's instagram and she posted a.. VIDEO? I opened the videos and it was her kissing on my neck, i was moaning and then before the video cut off we were laughing.

The post had 45,890 likes and 12,235 comments. I knew everyone of my family has seen this. I was in deep shit. We arrived at the gym and i got out immediately, trying to find moe. "No thank you?" Ray asked i scoffed and walked in the gym. My whole team was staring at me.

I gulped and they all began laughing. I walked to the dressing room, i saw moe. She was changing, she looked at me. Smiling. "Hey" I walked up to her. "What the actual fuck moe?" She looked at me confused. "What is this?" I showed her instagram post and she furrowed her eyebrows, she opened her phone and got millions of texts, and instagram notifications.

She opened instagram and deleted the post. "There, its gone.." She tried to kiss me. "Are you fucking serious?" I shouted. "What it's not like i meant to post it?" I sighed. "Everyone in the fucking school saw it!! Our team saw it!! My family probably fucking saw it." Moe bit her lip, "Im sorry."

"No you aren't!" She cut me off, "Heather i was drunk okay? I didn't mean for this to happen!" "Well it fucking did." I began to cry. "Heather.." "No don't fucking come near me." I shouted. "Why are you taking this as such a big deal?!" "Because moe!! You have so much followers and i didn't want anyone to know about us!!"

"So you're embarrassed to be with me?" She asked. I wasn't thinking at the time and just shouted out. "Yes!" She widened her eyes. Clenching her jaw, holding back crying. Words were stuck in my throat at this point. I wiped my eyes, "I have to go." And i ran out the room, the girls playing volleyball.

I sighed and walked out, i called Natalie crying. It took her a bit to answer, "Hey girl whats up?"
"Can you come get me please? Im at the gym." She sat there for a minute, "Heather are you crying?" I cut her off, sighing. "Can you just come get me? Please?" She sighed, "Yes, be there in 10."

I nodded and hanged up, waiting for her impatiently.

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