allies or enemies (dream x fem!oc)

part 17.

today was the 10th anniversary of allura and tubbos mothers death. as much as they hated each other, they needed each other today. no one knew but them. every year, they would go sit in a flower patch that they used to go to as kids with her.

allura knew she was going there, but it had to be early so she could be back by the time wilbur and techno were up, which was usually around 9am. it was around 5:30am now, which gave her 2 and a half hours to be there. that was plenty of time.

she set off on her adventure to the place, as it wasn't far from portal in the smp. as she walked across the path of the smp, she watched how the light blue sky became lighter as the sun went up. none of the lights were on, so all the light she had was from the sky.

15 minutes later, she made it to the spot. it was a nice flower patch with a pond in the middle of it. there was also a cross that her and tubbo made. she sighed and sat down in front of it. "hey mom," she started.

for the next hour and a half, she went on about everything that happened over the past year. she forgot to mention how tubbo and her were fighting.

"oh yeah, tubbo and i usually come together, but he and i aren't in a good place right now. he hates me, and i feel awful about it. ever since pogtopia, everything has been different. i miss him so much." she frowned, tears threatening to escape her eyes.

"allura?" someone said from behind her. she got to her feet and held out her dagger, letting out a sigh of relief when she saw it was only tubbo.

"you scared the shit out of me. what are you doing out here this early?" she put the dagger in her pocket.

"i didn't want anyone to see me. tommy and ranboo wouldn't get it." he sighed, sitting down at the cross.

she nodded. "neither would techno or wil." she sat beside him.

the two sat in an awkward silence for about 10 minutes before tubbo broke it. "i heard you talking to her."

"oh." she looked at him. "you weren't supposed to hear that." she started picking her nails.

"i really miss her. more than i ever have before." he frowned, pulling pieces of grass out.

"me too, tubbo." she sighed sadly, letting a few tears fall from her eyes.

"are you crying?" tubbo looked shocked.

"no something just- got in my eye." she chuckled, wiping the tears away. tubbo hugged her, catching her off guard. she hugged him back, and the two just cried in each other's arms.

after about 10 minutes, they pulled away. allura let out a laugh, wiping her tears. "we aren't telling anyone what just happened."

"never. i'm supposed to hate you." tubbo laughed.

"yeah, im supposed to hate you too, but i can't bring myself to. yeah you may have killed me but still. you're my little brother, and i know that's not what mom would've wanted." she sighed, looking at the time. "fuck, i need to go. it was nice talking to you tubbo, i'll see you around." she smiled. he nodded, and she started running back to the portal.

~~~

once allura made it back home, she noticed technos lights were on. "fuck." she mumbled, then walked inside his house. "techno?" she called out. he was upstairs sitting at his desk, just waiting for her. wilbur stood beside him.

she climbed up the ladder and saw him. "oh hey techno, wilbur." she smiled.

"where were you?" techno questioned.

"home, why?" she let out a laugh, sitting down.

wilbur scoffed. "home, really? what were you doing there?"

"sleeping, obviously dumbass." she crossed her arms.

"okay quit the act. we know you left early in the morning when you thought we were sleeping. tell us the truth of where you were." techno glared.

"fine, i decided to go on a walk." she sighed.

"a three hour walk? do you really think we're that stupid? were you going to see dream again?" he tilted his head.

"no? why would i see him?" she said, annoyed.

"wouldn't be surprised. you're probably dating or something. what i don't get is why you would lie to us about it." wilbur leaned against the wall.

"oh my fucking god, i didn't see dream, okay?" she stood up, walking towards the door.

"stop fucking lying to us, al!" techno slammed his hands on the desk.

she jumped, then turned around. "fine, you wanna know where i really was? i was at my mothers grave." she yelled, watching their facial expressions change. "yeah, that's right. it's her 10 year death anniversary, so i decided to go see her. i thought i would have a pretty good day until you guys decided to accuse me of seeing dream."

"al, i'm sorry we didn't know-" techno started, but she interrupted him.

"of course you didn't. only tubbo and i did. i didn't tell you because i knew you wouldn't get why i was still grieving her after 10 years, and guess what? i was right. you don't get it. both of you. maybe i will go see dream, he'd probably understand more than you." she glared, tears threatening to escape.

both boys were speechless. she stared at them, and nodded her head. "yeah, okay. i'll be back in awhile." she threw her coat on and walked out of the house, going towards the portal.

wilbur looked at techno. "we fucked up." he shook his head.

~~~

allura did actually go to dreams, surprisingly. she knocked on his door, and sapnap answered. she still had tears in her eyes.

"allura?" he said, confused.

"can i see dream? please?" she stared at him. sapnap nodded, opening the door wider. she immediately started walking down the hallway towards dreams room.

she didn't even knock, she just walked straight in. he was about to put his mask on when she started walking towards him.

"what are you doing here?" he rolled his eyes.

"shut up." she said, then wrapped her arms around his neck and kissed him. he was shocked at first, but then kissed her back, grabbing her by the waist.

she pulled away, and sighed. "what was that for?" he asked.

"i don't know." she looked down and took a step back.

"are you okay?" he looked at her, worried. "that was just out of nowhere." he made her sit down.

she looked at him, her eyes filling up with tears again. "i'm fine." she closed her eyes.

"al, you can tell me." he placed his hand on hers. that's when she broke down.

"i can't fucking do this anymore, dream." she cried out. he pulled her closer to him and rubbed her back.

"what's going on?" he frowned. he'd never seen her like this, so it was a surprise.

"it's my moms death anniversary today. i went to her grave and i spent hours there. tubbo came, and we talked. now i'm just thinking of the old days, and how i was happy. now i'm just a mess. i haven't had one peaceful day in months. you shouldn't have brought me back, dream. i was happier there." she said.

he shook his head. "what if- no, it's stupid. never mind."

"say it. i'm sure it can't be bad." she looked up at him.

"i mean, if you were my girlfriend then-"

she shoved his shoulder. "then i'd be targeted."

"you wouldn't. they'd have respect for you. wilbur especially. i brought him back to life."

she thought about it for a few seconds then got an idea. "you know what? fuck it." she wiped her tears and sat up.

"really?" he stared at her.

"yup." she smiled.

this would definitely end badly.