i'm a fool

chapter four

*PLEASR READ BEFORE YOU READ CHAPTER FOUR*

Hey guys,, so i have some sorta bad news.. and good  i guess? So this weekend i might not be making some updates.. I go to my dads this weekend which means i won't be very active- so i am very sorry about that..

Good news is that im updating LMAO- but i will probably at least update once this weekend (hopefully).. but yeah! I hope you can understand.. Enjoy reading!

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August 13th
Deenas pov

I opened my eyes, looking around. I was in a hospital bed, i tried to sit up and i had a headache, as well as a hurting stomach. "Fuck.." I groaned, i layed back down and looked to the side, sam was sleeping on the little couch. She had flowers laying next to her, she had a blanket covering her delicate body.

I rolled over and saw there was some water on the table, i grabbed it- groaning. I finally reached it and sighed, i began sipping on the water. I heard shuffling, i looked over and sam was moving around.

She finally opened her eyes and sat up. "Julien!" She got up and ran over to me, i chuckled softly. "How are you feeling?" She asked, playing with the tint braid she gave me in my hair.

"Eh.. Fine i guess." I groaned, holding my stomach, then looking back at her. "I'm so sorry he did that to you.. And i couldn't do shit about it." "It's okay sam.. It wasn't your fault." "It wasn't yours either."

I sighed, looking at my feet. "Oh!" Sam realized, she walked over and picked up the flowers she was slightly holding in her sleep, "I know they aren't great but the hospital didn't have roses."

Roses were Juliens favorite, Abigail always gave her some every time they'd see each other.

I smiled. "Daisy's are good too.. Thank you." I layed the flowers on my lap, messing with the petals. We giggled.

"Deena Johnson?" The doctor asked, coming in. I looked over, trying to sit up. Sam moved back a little, giving me some space. "Yes?" I asked.

"We don't know exactly what is wrong with your stomach but we are going to submit a anabiotic's prescription to your doctor.. You should be feeling better in a few days or less! Is that okay?" I nodded slowly, he nodded.

"Does she have to stay over night?" Sam asked worried. "Nope! She can go home whenever she feels like it but has to get lots of rest.. Are you the.. girlfriend?" He asked. We looked at each other, "I-I no- we-" I stuttered. "Yes." Sam told him. I widened my eyes, looking at her.

"Okay! Cool, so once you take her home or whatever, make sure she is resting! And you guys can go whenever, just let the front desk lady know." He told her, "Okay thank you doc." Sam smiled. He nodded and walked out, shutting the door behind him.

Sam began playing with her fingers. "Girlfriend?.." I asked. She licked her lips, looking everywhere but me. "I had to tell him that so i know what to do to help?" She mumbled. "Oh-.. Right!" She cleared her throat. It was awkward silence.

"Well- are you ready to go?" She asked, walking up to me. "Yeah." I told her, she nodded. She came to the other side, holding out her hand. I grabbed it, trying to force myself up.

She held on to my back, helping me up. "Fuck." I whispered. "Are you okay? Am i hurting you?" She asked. "No- I'm good.." She put my arm around her shoulder, grabbed the flowers, and helped me walk out.

Sam requested a cab and we waited in the waiting room until it arrived. We walked to the cab and went to my house.

"Okay cmon," Sam whispered. She helped me get out of the cab and payed the guy who drove us, "Thanks!" She told him. He drove off and we walked up to the door, i knocked because i saw that josh was home.

He came to the door quickly and opened it, "Richie! Oh..It's you. Mom deena's home!" Josh sighed. Sam was confused, she had never met josh or even my mom. This is the first time of her being in my house. I heard my mom ran to the living room. "Oh my god there's my baby!! Are you okay? I heard about the fight you got into."

"Fight?" I looked at sam, she looked down. I had to lie to her so she wouldn't be upset with sam. "Oh.. Yeah! Yeah i'm fine.. Mom, this is sam, sam this is my mom.." My mom looked at sam and smiled softly, "Oh my god.. Samantha Fraser." She widened her eyes.

"You know her?" I asked, "I remember you both played in a play together." My mom told us. "I didn't know you remembered that.." I told her. "Well it is nice seeing you again, Ms.Johnson." sam smiled.

Sam walked me to the couch and sat me down, i sighed of relief. My mom was just eyeing sam. "Mom?" I asked. "So...Are you guys like- you know.. Messing around or?" "I- Mom!" I looked at her. "Well you always talk about her, how you liked her since 7th gra-" "Mom!!!" I shouted. She realized, "..I'm making pizza.." My mom walked to the kitchen.

I saw sam giggle. I playfully roll my eyes. "Well I'm going to my room.." I tried to get up, "Here let me help you-" Sam immediately came to my lead. She helped me up and i guided her to my room. I walked to my bed by myself and sam shut the door behind her.

"Your moms nice.." Sam told me. "She's alright.." I sighed. Sam shook her head, she walked over and sat by me. She sighed, she layed her hand on mine. "I'm sorry about tonight."

Sam whispered. "Sam..You don't need to keep apologizing." She shook her head, "I do." I looked down at our hands. I began giving her soft thumb strokes.

"Sam?.." I asked. "Mhm" Sam mumbled, putting a strand of my hair behind my ear. "I like you." I told her. "I know.." She whispered. I looked at her, she followed my movements. I licked my lips, sucking in my bottom. I pet the side of her hair, rubbing her cheek with my thumb. I slowly leaned in, wanting to kiss her again..

She looked at me, i shut my eyes and we kissed. It didn't last long because she pulled away, looking at me with her eyebrows furrowed.. She looked away, slowly getting up. "I-.. Did i do something?" I asked, scared...

"I'm sorry- I- I have to go." She got the flowers from my desk and layed it on my bed by my side. "Sam-" I tried to get up. She looked back at me. "No.. Don't follow me out.. Rest. Please." She walked out and shut the door behind her. "Sam!" I shouted. I soon heard the front door shut, i was left confused.

I tried to think of possibly what i did so wrong.. Was this a mistake?? Does she not feel the same? What happened..

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Hey guys sorry this is so so short- i have no motivation right now.. I will HOPEFULLY, not announcing it but i might be updating later, like in a few hours or so i don't know.. :)

(ignore typos)