i'm a fool

chapter five

kinda scared for yall to see this chapter.. SO MUCH GOES ON.. ENJOY READING <3

August 14th
Deena's pov
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I tried calling sam all night, she never answered any of my calls, or even receive my texts. I thought about her all night.. I couldn't stop thinking about her. I soon drifted to sleep, too tired to even think any longer. It was time for school, which i was excited for because i could talk to her then..

My stomach felt much better so i could walk on my own. Which was a relief.

"Deena! Time for school!" My mom shouted, "Coming!" I was already ready, i made sam some love letters before i got ready.. Thinking of a way to make up to her.. If there was anything i did wrong.

I ran downstairs and grabbed a piece of toast, stuffing it in my mouth. "Deena slow down you'll choke!" My mom sighed. I rolled my eyes, trying to talk with the toast in my mouth. "Okway Im goeing To Be wate-" I mumbled. She kissed me on the cheek, "I love you!" "Wuv you twoeo- Byeeee:)" I smiled.

I ran to my bus, sitting in the back as usual. Sam only rode the bus on Tuesday's because of games, so she wasn't on it today. I just looked out the window the whole time, finishing my toast. I re-read my letters, just making sure they made perfect sense. I loved re-reading things i was super proud of.

We finally got to hell. I jumped up and ended up being the first person to get off. I walked to Sam's locker, it was on the 2nd floor. She wasn't there yet so i slid the letters in the rectangle holes through the locker. I looked around and ran back downstairs to mine.

I smiled, hoping she liked them. I grabbed my binder and walked to first period. She wasn't there.. I sat down and began to get worried.. I bit my nails, hoping she shows up sometime at least. About 6 minutes had passed, the bell hasn't rang yet so she had 2 more until they were counting tardies.

She finally had walked in, she sat two seats ahead of me. She didn't make eye contact with me at all.. I began to get upset.. Wondering what the hell i did so wrong. I'm guessing she got the letters, i saw them stuffed inside her binder..

Soon the whole class period went by, without saying anything or making eye contact with me. As soon as the bell rang she darted out the door, i told Kate all about it and she shook her head at sam.

I sighed, me and Kate walked together to second period, she wasn't in that one.. "What the fuck is her problem?" Kate scoffed. "I don't know.. I mean as i said, we kissed and she just pulled away, and left my house.. Now everything is like.. Awkward i guess. I put the letters in her locker and she didn't even care." I sighed.

"She's a bitch." Kate huffed and puffed. "What?!" I looked at her, "No she isn't.." I frowned. "I just don't want her to hurt you.. Okay?" She told me. "I hate seeing you always be the one hurt and not them. It's bullshit. I love you." Kate exclaimed. "I love you too.." I hugged her.

"Im sure she will make up her mind somehow.. Someway." She explained. I nodded. Me and Kate skipped 2-3rd period, it was now time for P.E, it was me and Kate's favorite class.. And i had time to talk to sam.

Kate went into the gym as usual, i walked to the locker room, i was a bit late so no one was in there. I saw sam, she was getting changed into a t-shirt and shorts. "Sam?" I walked up to her, she tried to walk away. I grabbed her arm. "Hey?.. Mind telling me what's wrong?" She sighed. "What deena."

"Woah? What the fuck? What did i do??" I furrowed my eyebrows. She looked down, shaking her head. "I can't see you anymore." She bit her lip, "What?.. What do you mean?" "I love Cole.. And whatever is happening between us needs to stop.."